and Jim, one of the ranch hands, coughed nervously.
“Maybe we should be getting out to the bunkhouse,” he said.
“Don’t worry about it,” Wade said. “I’ll help Cat with the dishes, and we can talk
about things privately. You finish your food.” Wade stood up, walked over to Catherine
and took her elbow, all but dragging her into the kitchen.
“What the hell is your father talking about?” she demanded as soon as they reached
the kitchen. Wade clicked his tongue in mock reproach.
“Teachers don’t use language like that. You definitely belong here on the ranch
with us.”
“Don’t tell me what kind of language to use,” she said, glaring at him. “What did
your father mean? I’m not marrying you.”
“He wants us to get married,” Wade said, letting go of her arm, and leaning back
against the kitchen table. “And I think he’s right. You’re a good woman, the kind of
woman who can help me build this ranch into what it should be. We have the chance to
make our own empire here, Cat. I’ve been making contacts, studying the markets. They
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need beef back East, and we can give it to them. Maybe not this year or the next, but
we’ll figure out how to get our cattle to one of the railheads up north. When that
happens, men like me will become cattle kings, we’ll make our own destiny. You’re the
perfect partner for someone like me.”
“You’re insane,” she said. “I don’t want to marry you. I don’t want to marry
anyone. I want to live my own life. And it’s Catherine,” she added absently.
“If we got married, this would be your own life,” he said, his tone reasonable. “You
have as much to gain as me. We can do it together, really create something for our
children to inherit.”
“I don’t think we is the right word,” she said. “You and your father own the ranch.
The men get paid. All I do around here is work, and while I appreciate the room and
board, I want more in life. If nothing else, I’d like to be able to buy material for a new
dress someday. You know, clothing that hasn’t been mended a thousand times?”
He looked startled, and then ran an assessing eye over her body. She shivered,
wishing she wasn’t so sure he was picturing her without any clothes at all.
“If you want a pretty dress, we can get that for you,” he said slowly. “We can even
order something if you’d like, so you don’t have to make it yourself.”
“I don’t want you to buy me a dress,” she said. “I want to buy my own dress. I
don’t want to be dependent, Wade. I want to take care of myself. And I definitely don’t
want to be married ever again.”
He took a step close to her, reaching out and touching her cheek softly. Tendrils of
desire shot through her, and she crossed her arms over her chest protectively. She
didn’t need him touching her, confusing her senses any more than he already had.
“You feel it between us, I know you do,” he said, his voice low. “There’s always
been something there, but you were too young before the war, and when I got back
you’d already married Ryan. Why the hell did you do it, Catherine?”
She shook her head, denying his version of events.
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“All I remember between us was you teasing me,” she said tartly. “You pulled my
braids and called me ‘kitty Cat’. That’s not a connection, that’s bullying.”
“Well, you were too damn young for me to do this,” he said, pulling her forward in
his arms suddenly, taking her mouth with his and chasing all the thoughts right out of
her head. Ryan was the only man who’d ever kissed her, and his touches had been
fumbling and moist, nothing like Wade’s.
His mouth mastered hers and suddenly she couldn’t breathe. His lips