added: âAs a consultant.â
I didnât respond at first. I started mentally listing all words that I knew beginning with retro: retrorocket, retrograde, retrospective, retroactive . . . not many at all.
âWhere is the cat?â I then asked.
âWhat cat?â Rothwax replied.
âThe Siamese cat who lives here.â
âRelatives took him,â Rothwax replied.
âWell? Will you become part of Retro?â Arcenaux got back to the point.
Why would a murderer give his victimâs cat a mouse toy? So strange! âOf course,â I replied to the detectives, âIâll attend as many meetings of Retro as you wish me to attend. I want to help. I will try to help.â
I stood up and started walking toward the door of the apartment. My eye caught a picture on the far wallâthe north wall of the apartment.
It was odd that I had been sitting in that apartment for more than thirty minutes and I hadnât noticed anything on the walls. Of course, it was because the windows were overwhelmingâthe walls just a pathetic respite from the glass and the view.
My God! The painting was a printâof Van Goghâs painting
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. It was the same print that had hung in the kitchen of my grandmotherâs dairy farm in Minnesota.
I walked halfway across the large roomâmy head suddenly filled with memories of childhood . . . of seeing those wondrous Van Gogh yellows. How many millions of farm children over the years had watched those colors hung on their grandmothersâ walls? It was all so sad.
I walked closer. Something was wrong with the print; it was crooked.
It hung crooked on the wall. That was all. I closed the distance between myself and the wall quickly and righted the frame. When I turned around to walk back across the room toward the apartment door, the two detectives were staring at me.
Their stares were discomfiting. âThe picture was crooked,â I explained.
The intensity of the stares didnât diminish. What was the matter with them? Lusting? Vengeful? Suspicious? Angry?
It was hard to tell. They werenât, after all, felines.
Chapter 4
We were in the subbasement of a massive New York state courthouse building on Church Street in Lower Manhattan. The temporary home of Retro consisted of seven dark, dismal rooms. Everything was old and thick and dampâdark wood, stained marble, massive oaken furniture, huge doors with old-fashioned brass knobs.
âAnd this is the computer room,â Arcenaux said, ushering me into a high-tech fantasy. The room was filled with whirring, cackling terminals and printers and phone lines. Several earnest-looking individuals in the room, working at their trade, ignored us.
âAny kind of information you needâtheyâll print it out for you,â Rothwax said. He picked up a small blank slip from one of the desk trays and held it up for me to see.
âJust fill out what you want . . . name of victim . . . type of information sought . . . theyâll do any kind of computer search you want. Just sign your name and put your number on the slip.â
âNumber?â I was confused.
Arcenaux dug into his pocket and pulled out a small clip-on badge.
âYou better put this on,â he said. I stared at the small card: â ALICE NESTLETON. RETRO CONSULTANT . #106.â
I pinned the card on above my right breast.
When I looked at them to signal I was ready to proceed, the two detectives averted their eyes. I was making them uncomfortable again. Maybe it was my dressâmaybe they thought I had dressed inappropriately for my first appearance at Retro. I was wearing a dress I hadnât put on in more than ten years. It was a long, thin, flannel shiftâwhite with red flowers around the shoulders. In fact, it looked suspiciously like a nightgown, with sleeves and all.
Why I chose it, I donât know. The last time I wore
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