This too went unnoticed at home; I don’t think my coworkers noticed unless my breasts looked bigger using the push up underwire styles.
I decided it was time to break things off with my boyfriend. He seemed relieved. Suddenly I was single again; we had been living separate lives anyway, now we just did that from separate locations. I had good friends but they were all couples and so not into what I wanted to try. I found I had too much free time where all I could think about was sex, especially after the long dry spell I had with this guy, and the last year I spend reading erotic novels.
It took me a few weeks to get my life back into a routine but then it was finally time for me to take action. I wasn’t sure where to start. I was pretty sure I was submissive and wanted a dominant male but I wasn’t really into pain, as far as I knew anyway. Although the idea of just submitting to a man and his desires made me really wet so who knew what I’d be willing to try when the time came.
I hated shaving so I decided to try my next plan of attack. I was going to get a full bikini wax or maybe even have it permanently removed ; my lower legs and underarms while I was at it. I went to a salon and got a new haircut, but something that still left me with long hair.
I posted a personal ad in hopes I would get an invite to a club where I could meet a Dom. I knew they were out there , but I hadn’t had any luck finding them on my own or on the internet. I knew that I wanted to check out their experience and if they had training. I found a list of interview questions on line and printed them. There are many more male dominants than female submissive which I took as a positive sign as I did my research.
Submissive SWF age 35 ISO experienced Dom, new to lifestyle, but eager to explore options.
Then I used a special email I set up strictly for this ad.
Read the next installment in this series to see what type of responses my ad got, and just what I am willing to do with them to explore my most secret desires. Will Mr. Tall Dark and Dominant answer my ad? Considering I hadn’t had sex with anyone but myself in almost a year, and was horny as hell I figured I could find someone who could sate my lust at least for one day…
About the Author / Other Books
I enjoy reading erotica myself and found recently that I could write stories that other people enjoyed as well. My favorite genres would be BDSM and paranormal romance. I would love your feedback and your positive rating on my book(s).
Other Books by the author:
Handy in the Bedroom
To contact Cynna Rein, email
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