very small possibility the spacer might move in the future or need replacing.â
âIf it takes the pain away, I can cope with that.â
Nate talked Mr Bishop through the likely complications and all the possible consequences of the operation, then asked him to sign the consent form. âIâll see you later this afternoon,â he said with a smile.
* * *
Later that afternoon, watching Nate perform in Theatre, Erin was spellbound. His instructions to Theatre staff were clear, he was polite as well as precise and he talked her through every single step of the operation, explaining the methodology and what it would do for the patient.
With their patient and in Theatre, he was a completely different man, she thought. Not the cool, critical and judgemental stranger heâd been in the meeting. This man had deft, clever hands and really knew his stuffâand he treated everyone around him as his equal. She noticed that he made the time to thank every member of the team at the end of the operation, too.
This Nate Townsend, she thought, was a man sheâd like to get to know.
And she understood now why so many of her colleagues had dubbed him the sexiest surgeon in the hospital. The only bit of his face she could see clearly was his eyesâa gorgeous, sensual dark blue. And the combination of intelligence and clever hands made a shiver of pure desire run down her spine.
Which was totally inappropriate.
She was here to observe, not to go off in some ridiculous, lust-filled daydream.
âThank you for letting me observe, today,â she said when theyâd both scrubbed out. âThat was really useful. I can talk to patients with spinal stenosis about their options with a lot more authority now.â
âNo problem. And if you have any questions about the procedure later, come and find me.â
He actually smiled at her, then, and she caught her breath. When he smiled like thatâa smile that came from inside, more than just politenessâhe was utterly gorgeous.
And he was probably involved with someone. Given that he kept everyone at a distance, sheâd bet that his home life was full of complications. And none of those complications were any of her business.
âSee you tomorrow,â she said, feeling slightly flustered.
âYeah.â
* * *
Once Nate was happy that Kevin Bishop and his other patients from Theatre that afternoon had settled back on the ward and there were no complications following surgery, he finished writing up his notes. And then he braced himself for the drive to his motherâs house.
Guilt flooded through him. What kind of a father was he, to dread picking up his own daughter? But being her full-time parentâthe one with total responsibilityâwas a far cry from being the part-time dad who saw her for a few snatched days in school holidays and odd weekends. Before Caitlin had come to live with him, they hadnât spent long enough together at a stretch to run out of things to talk about. Now, it was the other way round: he had all the time he couldâve wanted with her, and not a clue what to say.
As heâd half expected, Caitlin wasnât in the mood for talking.
âHow was your day?â he asked as he pulled away from the kerb.
Her only answer was a shrug.
Great. What did he ask now? Clearly she didnât want to talk about school or her friendsâhe didnât even know whether sheâd made friends, yet, because she always sidestepped the question whenever he asked.
Food would be a safe subject, surely? âDo you fancy pizza for dinner tonight?â
A shake of her head. âYour mother already cooked for me.â
As part of her protest about being forced to move from Devon to London, Caitlin had shut off from Sara, her paternal grandmother; she avoided calling Sara anything at all, just as sheâd stopped calling Nate âDadâ. He had no idea how to get round that without starting