Dean.â
When you use someoneâs name for the first time it changes things between you, breaks the ice. Frankly, I wanted him to like me enough to let me stay overnight. There was nowhere else for me to go with a dead car anyway. We both looked at the Monte Carlo, him with contempt, me with something like shame, both of us wondering where to steer the relationship next. Finally he says, âNothing more we can do here. Come on in the house. Did you eat today?â
âPancakes for breakfast at Dennyâs.â
âI hate to cook, but you can help yourself to whateverâs in the kitchen.â
âIâll do that, thank you.â
âBetter bring your stuff inside, you arenât going nowhere else today.â
A little later Iâm breaking eggs and chopping ham with Dean sitting backwards in a chair watching me. âYou want some of this?â I offered. âI make a pretty good omelet.â
âI donât eat pigmeat. I quit that.â
âJust plain then.â
He shook his head and put a cigarette in his mouth. âThese are the next things to go, and beer. Thereâs a sixpack in the fridge if you want it.â
âYou on a health diet?â
âYou might say that.â He flicked a lighter and squinted at me through blown smoke. I concentrated on the pan, flipping the eggs around and feeling hunger clutch at my guts when the smell got to me. When it was done I dished up and satopposite him at the kitchen table to eat. He watched me wolf it down like Iâm a starving man.
âSomeone your size, you must need a big food intake.â
âJust average.â I munched and swallowed and felt bliss rush through me. There is nothing like hunger to make you appreciate being alive to satisfy it. All of a sudden I liked Dean more than before, even if I didnât appreciate him blowing smoke across the table. Me, I have never smoked, never wanted to.
âYou live here alone?â
âYeah, except for my aunt. This is her place.â
âSheâs not around today?â
âNope, she went visiting.â
âCallisto?â
âFlorida. Sheâll be there awhile.â
Florida is where
The Yearling
is set, back in the swamp and piney woods. I felt a little bit envious. âIs she taking in the wild woods while sheâs there?â
âSheâd only get her ass bit by gators. She likes the beach when she visits. Fort Lauderdale, Miami, places like that with airconditioning, thatâs what she likes.â
I finished the omelet and wished Iâd made a bigger one. The beer sounded good. âOkay for a brew?â
âHelp yourself.â
I got one out of the fridge and sat down again. He watched me pop the cap and start drinking, then he got up and fetched one himself. So much for the health diet.
âIâll quit tomorrow,â he said, winking. I laughed at that. He wasnât such a bad guy. We could get along until I was out of his hair and signed up for the Army. He blew a crooked smoke ring and admired it. âSo,â he says, âyou want to go kill Muslims.â
âI just want a steady job. Theyâre not so easy to come by without a graduation certificate.â
âYouâve got to have one of those to get in the Army.â
âNo, theyâre desperate for enlistees, so you just have to sit for a simple test, I heard, to show youâre not a moron.â
âWell, you look the part anyway. Theyâll make you a recruiter maybe.â
âThatâd suit me fine.â
âSo you donât care about the Muslims and all that shit over there?â
âWe started it, so now we have to finish the job, thatâs how I see it.â
âBut you know we never shouldâve started it.â
âEveryone knows that.â
âExcept Bush.â
âI bet he knows it, only he canât say so out loud.â
âSomebody should kill that