the yard to the driveway.
âHot day to get car trouble,â he says.
âI know it. The engineâs been sounding bad for three hundred miles. Iâm lucky I got this far.â
âWhere you headed?â
âCallisto. Signing up with Uncle Sam.â
âHuh?â
âThe Army. Theyâve got a recruiting office there.â
âThe Army?â He made it sound like something bad.
âI tried other work. It all goes nowhere.â
âThe Armyâll send you to Iraq. You want to go up against those jihadis?â
âSomeone has to.â
âItâs Iraqâs business, not ours. They donât need no outside interference. We should keep our nose out of it.â
I heard the exact same line many times before. Itâs what most people were thinking, and I could see why, but when you need to be making decisions about where to go in your life, that kind of argument doesnât stack up so high against serving the nation and making life better for people outside America.
âYouâre crazy if you do it,â he says.
âI want a regular paycheck and a career. Thatâs what theyâre offering.â
âSomeone big as you, you should get on a football team. Are you fast?â
âNo.â
âI bet you could block pretty good, though.â
âI never cared for football that much.â
Itâs true, I never did join the team in school, even when the coach kept on at me to be part of something proud. Itâs hard to be proud of something when youâre from Yoder, Wyoming, population 2774. And my old man, he wanted me to be on the team so he could have something to brag about. Maybe I didnât want to do it because of that. Me and the old man never did see eye to eye about a single thing, which is why I left home after school was all over and done with. He told me good riddance, said those very words to me. It hurt when he told me that, but I never did let it show. I paid him back by leaving without saying another word, just got on a bus down to Colorado and worked there awhile in a Denver car wash with a bunch of drop-outs going nowhere. I have never oncesent a letter home to him or called on the phone. If my mother was still alive I would have, but not for him, that washed-up son of a bitch. He had no call to look down on me. All he ever was, after he got busted out of the police force down in Cheyenne for reasons he never disclosed, was come home to Yoder and work at the gas station out on the interstate ringing up change. Some big achievement.
We got to the car and he looked under the hood, then said to turn the ignition. The engine rattled to life, then quit again, then restarted. âSounds like shit,â he said. âWhy donât you drive it on up to the barn. I canât work on it out in this sun.â
âOkay.â
I kept it firing all the way up the driveway to the yard, where it quit again. He come walking up behind me, shaking his head. Together we pushed it inside the barn next to his truck. On the Dodgeâs door it said
Deanâs Lawnmowing
with a telephone number.
âThat you?â
âThatâs me, Dean Lowry. Get the hood up again.â
He got a set of tools and started poking around in the engine bay, every now and then telling me to start it up, which it never did. After about twenty minutes he says, âI canât see where the problem is. You might need a complete overhaul on something old as this, engine rebuild, the works. Probably cost you more than the carâs worth. Whatâd you pay for it?â
âSeven hundred.â
âHey, take it to the scrapyard and theyâll give you fifty bucks for the parts, thatâs my advice to you.â
âGetting it thereâs the problem.â
I looked at the rear of his truck and saw the towbar. He sawme looking and says, âIâll haul you in tomorrow, itâs too late today.â
âThanks,