walk back to the cafe, sit down and watch the same scene I have seen so often in the moments of sadness that followed when I thought that escape was impossible. "It's possible," I say to myself, not caring what others think. "Completely."
THE BEACH Sara's smaller body presses into my side as I hold her, watching the surf flowing in. The sun is going down now. I realize that our time with each other is going to be short. "Can I ask something of you?" "What?" she murmurs happily from where her head is rested on my shoulder. "Is it alright if I kiss you? I want to do at least that before the sun goes down." She makes a happy sound and turns her head up, lips pursed. I gently kiss her and pull her head in. There's tears in my eyes now. I hold back the sobs that threaten to come to avoid disturbing her. Right now I'm both grateful and sad: Grateful that I met her and sad that I lost her today - the last day of my life. My hand comes to her lap and runs down the exposed area of flesh created by her dress riding up. "Hmmmm...?" she purrs. I turn my body and press her side on to the sand. My hand works under her dress and finds her wet. "Are you sure?" she asks quietly. "We just met." My eyes met hers. She sees the tears. I smile. "If this was all I can have of you, I would be glad for it." Something passes between us. I know she suspects something is wrong with my situation. I kept mentioning that this is my last day. The sun has about 15 minutes before it reaches the point where it kisses the horizon. I don't have time to explain. All I can do is make love to her now and hope that I can carry that feeling on to the next life. My kisses are frantic at first. We both feel the heat of the moment very keenly. It flows through us and seems to grow like a fire in my chest. I slip a finger inside and find that she is tighter than any woman I have ever experienced. Even the one virgin that I slept with (my first) was not like this. "It's going to be hard," I whisper. "I promise I'll make up for it if there's time." She turns and lies on her back, spreading her legs and bringing me into her. Our bodies join at the hips, just as they were designed to do, and I reach down to unzip and shuffle around in my pants to bring myself out. "I'm sorry if it hurts," I whisper to her between kisses. "I will try to be gentle." Bringing the tip to the hole, I slowly push inwards. She is wet and tight. I moan loudly to the empty beach that we are on (one that will remain empty until the explosion in 10 minutes or less time). Inside, her body is tensing and contracting. I edge deeply, trying to get myself into her. My manhood is not small and it is difficult for her to take a man like me inside her tight flesh. "Keep trying," I urge. "Not long." I finally reaches the base and sigh. The grip of her insides is like a vice crushing my length. It's painful but not unpleasant. This is how a woman should be after years without a man. I'm glad that I could be her first after such a long time. It means a lot to me. Edging in and out, I take it very slow with her. Sara's body might be made to arouse, but that doesn't mean I shouldn't respect it with every stroke of my member. "Carl..." she whines in my ear as we make love. Her eyes are locked on mine. They have that little crinkled look that women's get when things are feeling truly good. "Sara..." My hands come up and pins hers to the sand. I feel their small size and how they compliment mine. It feels good, comfortable, holding her like this as my hips push forward and back, spreading heaven through both of our bodies. "I'm going to..." she cries demurely. I punch in faster and harder and feel her insides sucking hard on my stalk. It makes me cry out too. The feeling is shocking because it makes her much tighter. I can feel every single fold, curve and round of her inner body. It drives me over the edge. White washes in. She cries out. I grab hold of her and don't let go. "Incredible,"