for this one...you bitch! I cuss her out silently, refusing to let my thoughts and emotions show on my face, just in case.
"I don't believe you, nor do I trust you...." I whisper suddenly exhausted.
I do believe you even though I don't know you. My pride won't let me tell you that though. I hope your happy sir, you've completely worn me out. I just don't have it in me to fight you anymore, do what you will.
"I wish you could sweetheart, I only want to keep you safe from harm. After all.... you came back to me..." He whispers very softly and passionately.
His hot sweet breath mingles with the gentle breeze upon my neck, like a sweet caress. I smell his personal scent of sandalwood mixed in with the scents of leather and earthy woods as his hands gently caress my sides from hip to breast.
Why are you doing this to me? What do you want from me? I whimper silently in my mind.
"I want you and your hot body, love." He whispers so softly that I know I've only imagined it.
Even so, my traitorous body once again betrays me. It reacts to him intensely and instantaneously like a moth to a flame. I shiver involuntarily with extreme desire so hot, my body becomes an inferno of want and need. Something I'd never experienced before with another man. With all of the other men, there was nothing, no feeling, no chemistry, absolutely nothing. Which explains my virgin status at my twenty one years of age, and yes, I know just how sad that is. At least now I know that nothing's wrong with me after all judging by the way I feel now.
Mister sexy bedroom voice chuckles behind me and yet, he's not as unaffected as he acts either, not by a long shot. His large and hard arousal pressing up against my rear end is clear evidence of that.
He chuckles once more as if he knows how it affects me. It vibrates again through my back following a straight down to the apex of my thighs. I can feel liquid warmth as I ache and throb fiercely down there .
"Quit...doing...that!" I growl breathlessly as my head unintentionally falls back against his shoulder.
"Ouit doing what sweetheart?" His voice sounds so darn innocent. He chuckles again seductively intensifying the achy throbbing sensation, there . A whimper bursts from my mouth.
"Don't give me... the innocent act... mister. It won't...oh... work with me..." I growl breathlessly. Not realizing just how seductive I sound.
"Hellfire, Jinny. Your arousal smells so damn good! I want nothing more right now than to bury myself....deep.... in your wet warmth."
His words, delivered in breathless desire weaken my paralyzed knees and turns my insides into hot steamy molten lava.
"Please let me see you, let me touch you..." I manage to get out as my chest heaves with all consuming desire to the point where I just can't fight it anymore.
He smells so damn delicious, I just... want to touch...him. Please just devour me already and put out this inferno you've created... I silently project my thought to him as hard as I can knowing it's to no avail. I'm still afraid to voice my needs aloud.
I wonder if he's as hot as I imagine. I close my eyes tightly, feeling his body brush against mine constantly as he slowly moves around me, his hands also stay upon my waist caressing me.
I can feel the heat from his body heating up the front of my own intensely as he stops and remains silent. I can't help it as more whimpers escape my lips, jumping when I feel the gentlest of caresses upon my right cheek from calloused male fingers while my head is lowered to face the concrete.
"I know love, I know exactly what you need from me." He whispers in my ear as his fingers gently brush over me, down there , keeping the dress and my panties between us. I suddenly want the barriers removed. I hear him inhale sharply and misinterpret it to mean he's disappointed.
"Please....open your beautiful eyes.... look at me." I hear his voice going all breathless again. Only this time it's softer, gentler, and oh so temping.
With my head
Desiree Holt, Cerise DeLand
Robert A HeinLein & Spider Robinson