she opened her eyes, still bouncing, still holding on so tightly, still out of control.
âMelissa, another dream,â her mother said softly, peering down at her in the blue-black light of the darkened bedroom, her eyes wet with concern. âAnother bad dream, Melissa. Wake up.â
âThe horse wouldnât stop,â Melissa said.
Mrs. Davis wrapped her daughter in a hug. Her nightgown smelled of perfume, tangy and sweet.
My mom feels so cold, Melissa thought, staring wide-eyed but seeing nothing. I guess itâs because Iâm so very hot.
âThe horse wouldnât stop,â Melissa whispered, pulling away, sinking back onto her damp pillow. âI was going to fall.â
âFive months later and youâre still dreaming about horses,â Mrs. Davis said softly. She leaned forward and clicked on the bedside lamp.
Melissa squinted against the harsh cone of yellow light. âYeah. Five months later,â she said glumly, finally out of her horrifying dream.
The horse faded into the light. The rhythm of its hooves drowned out by a rush of cold wind through the open bedroom window.
âThe same dream over and over,â Melissa said, pulling the covers up to her chin. âItâs even the same horse.â
Her mother stood up, yawning. She crossed the room, the old floorboards creaking under her bare feet, and closed the window.
Melissa could see a half moon high in the sky, split in two by a black wisp of cloud.
âEventually the dream will go away,â Mrs. Davis said softly. She came back beside the bed and stared down at Melissa tenderly.
âItâs always the same,â Melissa told her, trembling under the covers. âAnd itâs so real.â
Her mother leaned down and gently brushed Melissaâs thick black hair off her forehead. âJust a nightmare,â she said. The words sounded hollowâto both of them.
âThe same horse,â Melissa muttered, picturing its dark back, its long-haired mane.
âHave you seen Rachel and Josie lately?â Mrs. Davis asked, pulling down the sleeves of her nightgown.
Melissa nodded. âI visit Rachel whenever I can,â she said, her voice breaking. âI think sheâs happy to see me. Itâs really hard to tell. She doesnât say much. Just stares a lot.â
Her mother tsk-tsked, shaking her head sadly, her eyes wet with tears again.
âSometimes Rachel seems pretty good,â Melissa continued thoughtfully. âSometimes I think she understands what Iâm saying. But then other times, Iâm not sure. I mean, sometimes when I visit her, she talks crazy. She doesnât make any sense at all. And sometimes . . . sometimes I donât think she even knows who I am.â
âHow dreadful,â Mrs. Davis said, her voice barely a whisper.
Melissa turned her eyes back to the window. The moon was completely lost in black clouds now.
She pictured the horse again. Felt its throbbing back. She heard its throaty gasps.
âAnd what about Josie?â her mother asked.
Melissa uttered a loud sigh. âI donât know, Mom. Josie and I just arenât friends anymore.â
Mrs. Davisâs eyes widened in surprise. She lowered herself to the edge of the bed and brought her face close to Melissaâs. âWhy, Melissa?â
Melissa had to choke the words out. âJosie blames me. She blames me for Rachelâs accident.â
Her mother gasped. She squeezed Melissaâs hand. âBut thatâs so unfair!â she exclaimed.
Melissa closed her eyes. âI know,â she whispered. âI know . . .â
⦠⦠â¦
âSteve, stop it! Donât come any closer!â Josie exclaimed.
She backed up, her boots snagging in the shag rug. She eyed Steve Barron warily as he continued to stalk her, a strange smile on his face.
âCome on, stop!â Josie cried, her back colliding with the pine-paneled wall. âWhat