he said. âThe truth is that I saw you, and you reminded me of someone I once knew.â
âOh,â she said, growing quieter. âSomeone you loved?â
âI was too young for that kind of love but, yes, I suppose, thatâs it too.â
âOh,â she said again. âA relative of mine? I donât look much like my mother, as I recall. Or my father, for that matter. Maybe one of my cousins? I have distant cousins everywhere.â
âNot your mother, not a cousin. The lady I recall is long gone. But I canât forget her. Do you mind?â he asked, watching her closely. âYou looklike the woman I was looking for. Itâs true that I donât know who you are. But tell me: how is a man to get to know a woman in your world if he doesnât keep company with her? If we talk too long at a party or any kind of social occasion, the gossips will have it that weâre involved anyway. I canât dance more than two dances with you. The only way to get to know you is to become engaged to you.â
She tilted her head to the side, again, considering this. She held up one finger. âBut what if I didnât suit you, and I turned out to not be the kind of female you wanted?â
âDid you say yes to my offer?â he asked with amusement.
âNo, I didnât say anything. Thatâs why weâre driving out today, to talk and to meet each other. And as to that, I certainly donât know if I will say yes,â she said, sitting up straighter.
âAnd so I thought. And so whereâs the harm?â he asked, picking up the reins again.
âBut what if I were the kind of woman who held you to your offer?â she insisted.
âI knew you werenât,â he said.
âHow?â she persisted.
âI have excellent judgment,â he said, sounding a little bored.
His sounding displeased grated on her ears,suddenly she wanted desperately to be in his good favor again. She mentally shook herself. It shouldnât matter that the fellow had a magnificent profile, a magnetic personality, and a melodious voice. But it did.
Still, who was he? What did he want? Should she believe his faradiddle about her resembling the woman he was seeking?
âLet me tell you a little about myself,â he said.
And he did, as they drove round the park in the dappled sunlight. He told her about his estate in the countryside and made it sound beautiful and magical. He told her about his travels and made her laugh and sigh. He told her so much she had trouble taking it all in, and soon just sat, wide-eyed, charmed by his storytelling skill, lulled by his voice, pleased at the attention he was paying her, and slowly, but surely, wanting to move closer to him. She watched his wonderful face and found herself wanting to feel his breath in her ear, and feel the beating of his heart next to hers.
She knew what sexual attraction was, of course. Sheâd felt it for a stable boy when she was twelve, and a neighbor when she was thirteen, and Douglas McKenzie when she was sixteen. The stableboy had kissed her once, and that had been fine. Her neighbor had trapped her in the butlerâs pantry one night when sheâd been visiting, and pressedan openmouthed kiss on her. Sheâd kicked him and stalked away, and that was fine too, because heâd been married. And Douglas had kissed her several times, and then rode off to war, and had never come back. He hadnât been killed, only married to a woman heâd met in Spain while recuperating from a war wound. It hadnât broken her heart. She hadnât been sure Douglas was good for much more than kissing. But sheâd been very annoyed because he hadnât come back to her.
Eve had felt twinges of yearning since. But once she was of marriageable age, sheâd controlled her desires. Now a stolen kiss could lead to marriage, and she wanted to be entirely sure of the man she finally wed. So