Italy and touring the Continent whenever itâs not at war with itself.â
âWatch the road!â she said in alarm, as another coach came toward them from the other direction. She took a deep breath as he deftly moved their carriage to the side and looked at her, one brow lifted.
âI promise you I wonât spill us into a ditch.â
âItâs not that,â she said. âIâm quiet because Iâm nervous. Iâm thinking of how to say what I must say to you.â
âSay away,â he said. âIâm hard to offend.â
âWell, I donât mean to offend you,â she said in a rush, âbut none of this makes any sense. You offered for my hand. After two dances.â
âYes. Iâm a fellow who knows his mind,â he said mildly, as he steered into the park.
âAll very well for you,â she said, staring at him directly. âBut me ? Please. Let us be realistic. Iâm not vastly rich or titled. Iâm certainly not a siren. Iâm not spectacular in any fashion. I know my assets, and they are my mind. I mean, my brain. And at that, there are females who are smarter than I am as well. Mind, Iâm not ugly. I do have my moments, and have had suitors, but why the most glittering fellow in the London social world should ask for my hand upon clapping eyes on me, I do not know. Nor does my father, or brother, and they really love me.
âNot glittering,â she corrected herself. âThatâs tawdry. Youâre not that. You glow. You know it too. Now, please, before we go on with this farce: why me, why this?â
She sat back, feeling lighter, and light-headed too. Heâd slowed the horses as they went down a single lane through the park, and was staring at her. And she was staring back, enchanted.
It was his eyes, she thought. They had deep hidden depths; more rich chocolate than mere brown, with starry lighter brown striations that ringed their centers.
âBecause,â he finally said, pulling up in the shade of an ancient tree. âPrecisely because youare the only woman I know who would say such things about yourself.â
âPiffle,â she said, and wished she had the courage to say something stronger. âHogwash,â she added.
âBecause though you underrate your looks, they give me great pleasure,â he said, smiling. âEverything about you uplifts my spirits. Did you know your nose tilts up? Of course, I suppose you do. But did you know the bow of your lips tilts upward too? And your breasts, they also tilt provocativelyâ¦â
She gasped.
He fell still, but grinned.
She settled herself and gave him a gimlet-eyed stare. âRot,â she said. âThere are dozens of females with tilted eyes and noses and whatnot. Try again. You know,â she mused aloud, âthe more you speak, the less enchanted I become.â
âAnd because of that,â he said.
She stared at him, crossing her arms over her chest. It was true. He no longer glowed. Not that he wasnât still wondrous to look at, but her anger was working like the wind blowing away the morning mists.
He cocked his head to the side. âYou donât believe me?â
âNot by half. Look you, Mr. Ashford, you haveyour pick of women here in London, and I suspect in Paris and Rome and, andâin Zululand too, for all I know. Mind you, I may not be a great beauty, but Iâm content with what I am. Still, I know Iâm not the kind of a female a man like you would single out in a crowd. Or even a small gathering. No sense beating around the bush. I wonât be angry if you tell me the truth. Was it a wager? A test? Some kind of a jest? Whatever, tell me, and letâs be done with it.â
âYou look wonderful when you growl,â he said.
Her eyes narrowed. She wanted to throw her parasol at him, the pointed end first. He laughed and put up a hand in surrender. âAll right,â