total was especially impressive because of the reconfiguration in the American Le Mans Series GT ranks this year, which combined former GT1 and GT2 classes into GTâresulting in double the competition. Mike would be justified in being angry with me for dashing his championship hopes.
But Mike merely shrugged. Large and muscular, with olive skin and brown hair and eyes, he could look imposing and angry, especially behind the wheel. At heart, however, he was as gentle and mellow as a giant teddy bear. âYou were due. You hadnât wrecked all year. I banged the car up some, remember?â
âI sure as hell havenât forgotten, since I got the bill.â Jackâs steps shook the motorhome as he walked from the back room through the kitchenette. âAnd you, Kate.â
I swallowed and looked up at him. Up and up and up.
As was his habit, Jack stood in the middle of the room, feet wide, fists to hips. Tall and reed-thin, his attitude and power made him as intimidating as men twice his bulk. He was fair and direct, and he didnât believe in sugar-coating. Today was no exception. âScrewed that one up, didnât you?â
I winced. âI donât know how it happened. Coming out of the Carousel, Miles did somethingâor didnât do it. I was on top of him. It was hard not to pass. I was afraid Iâd get stuck if I didnât get around. I couldnât tell it had rained hard there, and he squeezed me in the corner.â I paused, remembering. âMaybe I hit paint, too.â I looked at my feet. Shit, I did screw up.
âYour hands on the wheel.â
I looked at Jack again. âSo my fault. Iâm sorry.â He didnât care what other cars did, only what weâd doneâif my hands were on the wheel, to him any accident would be my fault even if I couldnât have avoided a wreck with a miracle. I felt less anger and more shame as I realized Miles and I shared the blame.
Aunt Tee patted my knee.
Jack snorted. âDamn right it is. I donât pay you for rookie mistakes like that.â
I hung my head, feeling my face burn. The silence lengthened. Jack wasnât likely to fire me for a single accidentâevery driver wrecked at some point, and Iâd been pretty clean so far that season. But âwasnât likely toâ didnât equal âfor sure wouldnât.â My stomach fluttered.
âBut Iâd be a fool to expect youâd never make themâeither of you.â He looked from me to Mike.
Mike winked at me and addressed Jack. âDoesnât that conflict with your âDonât hit shitâ mantra?â
âLittle known corollary, âShit happens when youâre racing.ââ Jack shrugged. âJust donât let it happen very often.â
My stomach settled and breath came more easily. Some of the weight Iâd felt pressing on me lifted.
âYouâre mellowing,â Mike said.
âThink Iâm being too easy on her?â Jack turned to me. âAm I?â
I fumbled, looked at my feet. Finally met Jackâs eyes. âMaybe?â
âYouâll be disappointed in yourself enough for both of us. Besides, folks outside the team will be harder on you. Least youâll know weâve got your back.â He looked from me to Mike. âYou two square?â
âSorry again, to everyone.â I made a point of meeting Mike and Jackâs eyes.
Mike pulled me off the couch for a hug. âHell yes, weâre square. Kateâs my wingman.â
âI only helped get you a date once.â I smiled and pushed him away. âLet me go change.â I finished the bottle of water as I headed to the back room.
âIt was a good date. And Iâve got other plans.â Mikeâs voice carried as I closed the door behind me.
I sank down on the bed, feeling like a fraud for going out to race and returning without the car. The buzz of race engines