your age.”
“My chest is getting bigger, too!” Celeste had complained.
“As it should,” Madame replied. “Soon, there will be hair where hair has not been before. Do not be
alarmed. That, too, is natural.”
Forbidden to speak of certain topics—such as what made women different from men and how children
came into being—Madame DeAnce could not answer many of the questions Celeste had. What she had
done, though, was hint that there were things that were natural to the world that Celeste’s father thought
inappropriate for his daughter to learn.
“He would keep me a child forever!” Celeste had complained to the healer.
“Aye,” Madame had agreed. “I believe that is so.”
“Is it wrong for a man and woman to be together?”
“No, child,” Madame stated. “It is a beautiful thing between the right man and the right woman. Love is
a wondrous gift given to us by the gods.”
And so Celeste stayed ignorant of many things her father did not deem decent for her to know. He kept
her a virtual prisoner in a satin-lined tower and away from all that might corrupt her.
Her suite of rooms—one floor up from her father’s—occupied the massive tower with its sweeping
three hundred and sixty-degree view of the surrounding countryside. Restricted to that room, Celeste
was only allowed down the stairs when accompanied by her father—which of late was infrequently the
case for he was often away on Federation business since the war with Emaria had deescalated. Her
meals were eaten in her luxurious suite but she dined alone, aching for company and something more she
could not rightly define.
On rare occasions, her father would take her riding in his buggy for a breath of the sweet country air and
especially so when the leaves upon the trees on the mountains were changing color. Even then, she
neither saw the groomsmen who had readied the buggy nor the guards at the gate who allowed them to
pass over the drawbridge.
“Where are the guards, Papa?” she’d once asked.
“You have no need to see such coarse individuals, Anna Celeste,” her father answered. “Nor do they
have the right to see you.”
Not once in her eighteen years had she ever spoken to any man other than her father. Though from time
to time she’d spied the male servants going about their business on the estate, she knew her father would
not approve of her intently watching them and she had not, until today.
She lifted her head and looked at the window beyond which temptation was drawing her. Her heart was
hammering in her chest, her hands shaking as she slid down from the bed and made her way slowly,
hesitantly, to the window. With her lower lip tucked between her teeth, she climbed up on the window
set and cautiously looked down.
Fascinating by what she was seeing—although she knew it was wrong and should she be caught,
punishment was a certainty—Celeste knelt there on the window cushion and watched. Her heart was
pounding so furiously in her chest, she was getting a headache from it but nothing could have torn her
away from her spying. She knew in some untutored part of her mind that she was observing what men
and women did with one another and the revelation was exciting. When the lad shuddered then collapsed
upon the maid, Celeste held her breath, waiting for what might come next. She was unprepared when the
lad rolled off his paramour, his lips pulling free of the maid’s bare breast.
Gasping, Celeste nearly fell from the window seat as she scrambled away from that sinful sight. Had the
lad been suckling at the maid’s breast? Surely not! Was that not an animal thing? Had she not observed
one of the stray cats feeding her brood in that fashion?
Her eyes moving back and forth as she thought about what she’d just seen, Celeste crept back to the
window but did not climb up on the window seat. Her face was hot, her breath coming in ragged little
gasps of nervousness. She hovered there with