sex, even when she was just pleasuring herself. But he leant over and cupped her breast with his large hand. Then he kneaded her nipple making it bead into a small peak.
His other hand rubbed her belly in circles as he moved lower and lower. Soon his fingers wound through her curly mound of hair. Then his thumb found her clit and massaged it.
On sensory overload, she bucked against his hand. Her backside thumped into the hard surface of the tub but she didn’t care. The taste of milk chocolate and caramel exploded in her mouth and she moaned.
When her writhing settled and she slid the dildo out of her pussy, Alex smiled at her and tilted his head in the direction of their bedroom. “Hey, beautiful. What do you say we move this to the bedroom? My old knees can’t take much more of this hard floor.”
Yearning to crawl into bed with her sexy hubby, she nodded. However, she gave his covered cock a glare and immediately the flavour of milk chocolate and caramel filled her mouth. “You get to look at my naked bod. I’d like a little eye candy, too. Take those off.”
Adoration mixed with something wicked in his eyes, and he let a small silence spin out before stepping out of his pants and baring his body.
For the billionth time she prayed she’d see his cock hard and standing straight out like it used to. He’d had the most gorgeous cock of any man she’d ever met. The longest and thickest, too. She’d been amazed she’d been able to take it all in, but she had and she’d loved every second of their lovemaking. But his cock, while not unaffected and small, was still limp. There was no way it would slide in, much less stay inside her.
She tamped down her disappointment and fit her hand into his. She reminded herself that love and marriage, even romance, wasn’t all about sex. That lovemaking could be complete without a hard penis.
Only she felt hollow inside when she thought about it. Especially when she thought about Cassandra flinging a whip across Henry, making his cock hard and hot. Or when she visualised Lisa, Reid and Logan getting it on under the moonlight on some remote and romantic Caribbean beach.
She didn’t want to live the rest of her life without being fucked again, without feeling a big, creamy cock plunging into her pussy. But she didn’t want to lose Alex, either. He was her life.
So what was she to do?
She crawled onto the bed first, lay back and held out her arms to him, craving his kiss. Just thinking about it, filled her mouth with the flavour of cherry lollipops. His kisses were the best and sent her shooting into space.
They kissed long and she savoured his taste mingling with that of the sucker. She moulded her body against his and rubbed wantonly against him. She cursed the diabetes for doing this to them, for cheating them out of so much.
When their lips parted, she asked breathily against his, “Have you asked your doctor again about taking medicine so we can, uh…”
She chickened out of adding the last word when sadness flickered in his eyes, and he rolled onto his back away from her taking his warmth with him. The word ‘medicine’ tasted like applesauce mixed with ammonia, and she quickly made herself think about his cock to drive the horrible taste out of her mouth.
He stared at the ceiling so long she didn’t think he was going to answer. “I’m going to see him this week. I’ll see what he says.”
In the past his doctor had always said his health had to improve before he could risk taking a Viagra type pill. Supposedly, it could cause severe health problems up to and including a heart attack. Being fucked wasn’t worth losing the love of her life.
Still… Neither did she want to live the next forty or fifty years without knowing his cock.
Was she a bitch for wanting what every woman craved? She didn’t think so. But short of cheating or divorcing him, what could she do? She was out of options.
Lisa’s ménage titillated her. How had her friend convinced