he
always
goes, in fact, every morning after he leaves here, and I saw that gray Cadillac four-door hardtop with that fucking license plate on the fucking back bumper of it, then I would know I had the right car. Simple as that, Bob; simple as that.â
âYeah,â Brennan said, âbut you wouldnât know for sure if he drove it there, if he was the one drove it there. He couldâve just had someone else just drive it there for him, and he went off someplace else, with someone else, do something, and ditch his tail while he was doing it, something he didnât want us to see him doing. Or maybe just to take a day off from having us tail him. He couldâve done that, you know, too.â
DellâAppa groaned.
âI know, I know,â Brennan said, âbut thisâs still the sort of thing that you got to keep in mind on these things. Itâs not just the old slash-and-burn, you know, here; you go in, you do this, you do that, and then
boom
, itâs all overâyouâre finished. Nothing at all like that here. This kind of thing, this thing that weâre doing here, what youâve got to be is, you got to be very methodical about it. Got to be very methodical about it at all times.â
He made a broad smoothing motion with his right hand. â
Patient
, thatâs what youâve got to be with this stuff here. Alwaysâve got to be very methodical, very patient. Always keep your mind at all times on what it is that youâre doing. Focused. Got to be focused at all times. Got to say: âAll right now, am I sure of this here? Is this the right thing to do here, right here at this point in time here? Is this what I ought to be doing? To get where I want to be going in this, well then, is this the right way to go?â And also: âAm I really sure about this?â
âThatâs what you have to do, all the time in this. That is what we have to do. Because thatâs the only way you can ever be sure, we can ever be sure. About any of this stuff youâre doing.â He nodded. âSo, yeah, I know, so you hadda get up. And you donât like gettinâ up, right? Well, who does? You tell me who likes gettinâ up. No, you canât, because nobody does. But so, neither can I, so I certainly canât blame you for that. But trust me, I know what Iâm doinâ, and even though I know you donât trust me in this, believe me, I know whatIâm doinâ. And just sittinâ here like this, sittinâ right here, like weâre doinâ, all right? Thisâs the best way to do it.â
DellâAppa sighed. He had closed his eyes.
âYeah, I know, Iâm borinâ you,â Brennan said. âWell, thatâs the trouble with you guys. Alla you young guysâre like that. You think, youâre all, youâre all just like that kid there, that Leno kid there on TV. They threw Johnny Carson off of there, and then look what happened to them. They throw Carson off and they put the kid on, and then so what happens then, huh? The other kid gets all mad, am I right about this? And so what does he do then? He
quits.
Thatâs what heâs gonna do, at least. So thatâs what I mean about that. They started out there, they had Carson and Leno and also the other kid there, they say: âRight, thisâs goinâ too good. Thingsâre goinâ along âway too good around here. We gotta find some way, fuck up. I know, I got it. I know what we do: we dump Carson and that oughta do it.â So they did that and by Jesus it did it. Now whatâve they got, now they did all of that? They got Leno is what theyâve got: Leno. Carsonâs gone and the other kid, too. The other kidâs packing his bags.â
âTell me how Buddy Royal knew his phone was being tapped,â DellâAppa said, his eyes still shut. âThat at least sounded interesting. The gear that we use nowâs