light in the room. She didn’t need the
scowl on Doreen’s face to figure out she’d ruined their
plans.
Mike flipped the overhead light on and blew out the
candles. “Sorry you had to spend the night. Everything all
right with Katy?”
“Of course. We get along great.”
Cyn stared transfixed at Doreen’s hand curled
around Mike’s arm. The woman’s red nails became
splotches of blood on his BDUs. She hyperventilated.
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Mike fought the panic welling in his own lungs. Cyn’s
eyes grew wide as she gasped for air. He recognized an
anxiety attack. Shaking off Doreen’s hand, he rushed to
her side and grasped her shoulders. “Take a deep breath
and let it out slowly. That’s right. You’re doing fine.”
Putting his arm under her knees, he picked her up and
carried her to the couch. “That’s it. Slow and deep. I’ll get
some water.” After one look at Cyn’s pale face, he took off
for the kitchen. He grabbed a bottle of water from the
refrigerator and returned to a nightmare.
Doreen loomed over Cyn, her face twisted with anger.
“You think this will work? Mike’s smart. He’ll see right
through your phony act.”
Cyn began to gasp again and shrank against the
couch cushions. “I…I’m not…can’t breathe…”
Mike exploded. He strode to Doreen’s side. “That’s
enough! You have no idea what’s happening here.”
His faithful neighbor and babysitter drew herself to
full height, hands on her voluptuous hips. “I know a scam
when I see one. This,” she pointed a finger at Cyn,
“woman has managed to worm her way into your home.”
Mike’s fists clenched. He had no one to blame but
himself for this. He’d known, almost from day one that
Doreen had more on her agenda than just taking care of
his daughter. He should have nipped it in the bud, but
he’d procrastinated, happy with the convenience of a
babysitter right next door. “Listen carefully, Doreen, I’m
only going to say this once. This woman’s husband was
killed three days ago in Iraq.”
The shock, and perhaps regret, that came and went
on Doreen’s face didn’t soften his anger. She directed her
attention to Cyn. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t realize.”
“Look at me.” The guilt-ridden expression on
Doreen’s face when she turned to him made him sick. He
had no pity for someone who’d used his daughter as a
means of worming her way into his affections. “I don’t
need you to look after Katy. I’ll drop a check in your
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mailbox.”
He went down on one knee to hand the water to Cyn.
Concerned at her chalk-white face, he dismissed Doreen
from his mind. “How are you feeling?”
With shaky hands, she held the bottle and swallowed
a mouthful of water. Tears dripped from the corners of
her eyes. “I hurt.”
Christ. Perhaps she should have spent the night in
the hospital. “Where?”
She shook her head, blond hair swinging from side to
side. “Peter’s never coming back,” she managed to choke
out before she began to cry in earnest. Twisting her body,
she turned to face the back of the couch.
Mike relived the pain she was experiencing. He sat
on the edge of the cushions and rubbed her back, trying
not to notice the bones protruding in her shoulders. “Cry
until there are no tears left. I’m here. You’re not alone.”
She was so thin. Peter had only been gone a few days
so he doubted that was the reason. He suspected
loneliness might be the culprit. No family and no friends
that she’d spoke about. Even with a husband who was
crazy about her, she needed friends, other outlets.
Military wives usually banded together. The loss of
someone else’s husband was like losing one of their own.
Why hadn’t she made friends with the other wives?
Mike didn’t realize Cyn had stopped crying until her
soft, even breathing dragged him out of his thoughts.
Running his hand over her silky hair, he tucked a loose
strand