that,â he added, sounding suddenly forlorn.
âHe was my best friend.â
âI know.â Willie shook his head. âFunny thing, friendship. You a little chap, how old are you? Eight years old. And yet you and Bill Sawcombe got on like a house on fire. We always thought it was because you was so much on your own, being so much littler than Vicky. Like an afterthought. Little afterthought, Bill and I used to call you. Hardingâs little afterthought.â
âWillie ⦠are you going to make a coffin for Mr. Sawcombe?â
âI expect so.â
Toby thought of Willie making the coffin, choosing the wood, planing the surface, tucking his old friend up in its warm, scented interior, as though he were tucking him up in bed. It was an oddly comforting image.
âWillie?â
âWhat is it now?â
âI know that when a person dies, you put them in a coffin and carry them to the graveyard. And I know that when people are dead they go to Heaven to be with God. But what happens in between?â
âAh,â said Willie. He took another draught of tea, emptying his mug. Then he laid his hand on Tobyâs head and gave it a little shake. âPerhaps thatâs a secret between God and me.â
He still did not want to play with David. When Willie had departed for Sawcombeâs in his little van, Toby set off for home because he couldnât think of anything else to do. He took a shortcut through the sheep paddock. The three ewes who had already lambed were out in the middle of the field, with their children about them. But Daisy had taken herself off into a corner, to the shade and privacy of a tall Scotch pine, where she was sheltered from the wind and the blinking spring sunshine. And beside her, teetering on wobbly legs, tiny as a puppy, stood a single lamb.
Toby knew better than to go near her. He watched her for a little, saw the baby nuzzling the huge woolly body for milk, heard Daisyâs gentle voice as she spoke to her baby. He found that he was torn between pleasure and disappointment. Pleasure because the lamb had arrived safely, and disappointment because it was not twins and now Mrs. Sawcombe would not have her two hundred percent lambing. Daisy, after a little, lay cumbrously down. The lamb collapsed beside her. Toby went on up the field, climbed the fence, and went into the house to tell his mother. âDaisyâs had her lamb. Thatâs the last one.â
His mother was mashing potatoes for lunch. She turned from the stove to look at Toby. âNot twins?â
âNo, just one. Itâs sucking and it looks all right. Perhaps weâd better tell Tom.â
âWhy donât you go and phone him?â
But Toby didnât want to ring Sawcombeâs in case Mrs. Sawcombe answered the telephone and he wouldnât know what to say.
âCanât you do it?â
âOh, darling, I canât just now. Lunch is ready and after that Iâm going down to see Mrs. Sawcombe and take her some flowers. Iâll leave a message for Tom.â
âI think he should know now. Mr. Sawcombe always liked to know right away about the lambs arriving. Just in case, he said.â
âWell, if you feel so strongly about it, get Vicky to phone Tom.â
â Vicky? â
âIt canât hurt to ask her. Sheâs upstairs, ironing. And tell her lunch is ready.â
He went to find his sister. âVicky, lunch is ready, and Daisyâs had her lamb, and we wondered if youâd ring Sawcombeâs and tell Tom. Heâll want to know.â
Vicky put down the iron with a thump. â Iâm not going to ring Tom Sawcombe.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause I donât want to, thatâs why. You ring him.â
Toby knew why she didnât want to ring Tom. Because she had been so horrid to him at New Year, and because since that he hadnât spoken to her. âYou ring him,â she said