Dark Man. You could call him my Jean Valjean, my Lex Luthor.
Beside him was my bread and my kryptonite. Her name was Nell. I recognized her instantly: She was the girl who had been kidnapped from my fifth grade class. Lowen had been her kidnapper, and she had been with him for all those terrible years, although I did not know that right then. I would learn that when Nell tricked me into drinking her black blood.
Nell looked like a girl. Sometimes she acted like one too. She was petite like me. Her skin was very white like mine, but mine is snow-white porcelain, while hers was pale and sickly. Her features were sunken. Around her eyes were dark rings, like two hollows. Her lips were blue, as if she had fallen into a frozen river and drowned. That night, her black hair was short and cut across her chin. She wore a black shirt, black Converse high-tops, black knee-high socks, and a short skirt. She could have been adorable. But she looked like a twisted version of the girl I had been only a year earlier, a girl defeated by life and loneliness. Yet the more I recognized her, the more she was unrecognizable. She was no longer the young victim from fifth grade. To me, she was now only known as the Pale Girl .
Lowen the Dark Man had almost no scent at all. No sweat. No pheromones. The faint scent I caught of him was an odd mixture of Tennessee whiskey and Franken Berry cereal. Nell the Pale Girl smelled like death.
Lowen never looked at her. He was leering at me. He never spoke with her, only to her, the way my parents used to speak to me. His voice was deep and gruff. “you’re right. She is powerful. But our plans have changed.” Nell had a new task.
The Ferris wheel swung me up and away. For a second I lost sight of them. Lost all sense of them too. When the Ferris wheel looped back around, I sensed that they had gone. I got off the ride and searched for them in the crowd. But even their scent and sound had vanished entirely. At that time, I didn’t think too much of it. My mind was on Theo.
The old man was much happier now. He walked his dog back to his car with a lighter step. Theo wondered off. He liked being alone after drinking blood, especially if the Blood Memories were the kind he really enjoyed, the kind that made him not merely remember, but also think. He was off to journal about his experiences. He’d never journaled before. The old man’s Blood Memories were showing him the importance of keeping a journal. It helped him work out the problems of his mind. It helped his heart fondly recall good times. The old man had much wisdom to share with Theo. His Blood Memories were a good choice.
Theo left me. I didn’t see him for the rest of the night. I walked along the beach alone. I let myself be hungry. The pain of hunger was better than the pain of heartache. The rollers of the Pacific Ocean crashing on the shore sounded like a pride of lions roaring. The storm was coming closer. I’d never swum before. I didn’t know how to swim. I had to plunge into Theo’s Blood Memories. He knew how to swim. His Blood Memories gave me the skill to leap into the ocean. I swam out to the storm. It was miles out to sea. I swam faster than fish and sound.
The storm was loud and violent and wonderful. The giant waves were like muscles. I let them lift me up. It felt good to be lifted up. I let them slam me down. It felt good to be slammed down. The power of the waves thrust me far underwater. For a moment I wondered if I would drown. But being a Blood Vivicanti meant that water would never drown me again. The pressure in the depths of the ocean felt good. It was the most powerful hug I’d ever had. And I needed a good hug right then.
I let myself be picked up and thrown down numerous times. I let myself be hugged by the mighty black sea. Down in the deep,