heâd spent five years just nodding and pretending to agree and thinking about soccer or work or . . . who the hell knew? âI thought you didnât want to talk about it.â
âSo itâs before ?â
She shook her head in frustration. âIâve got to go.â
âCome on, Rennie, give me a break here.â
â Now you want to talk about it? In the middle of Trishâs party? When Iâm meant to be helping Pav.â
âNo. Youâre right. Letâs not talk about it. Letâs just file it with all the other stuff you havenât told me.â
She pulled in a breath as though sheâd been winded. âWhere did that come from?â
âNowhere. Forget it. Forget the lot. Go help Pav.â He took a champagne bottle from its ice bucket and walked into the crowd.
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âRennie, Rennie. My best girl!â Pav called across the kitchen from the workbench. Not sounding too desperate.
The small space smelled of fresh coriander and mint and the heady aroma of garlic in the marinated beef skewers cooking on the grill.
âIâm not your girl .â Rennie waved at Toby, the seventeen-year-old dishwasher and dogsbody, and stood at the workbench opposite Pav, a half-filled platter of rice paper rolls between them. âIâm your manager, chief waitress, stand-by barista and free party staff. Anything ready to go out?â
âTwo minutes. Hey, youâre shaking. Have some bread.â Both of his hands were busy arranging the platter so he used his head to point at the baskets of Turkish bread behind her.
âIâm not hungry; itâs adrenaline. A kid tailgated us to the car park and tried to run us down with a four-wheel drive.â
âThen drink, drink.â He touched the tip of his tongs to the base of her champagne flute, pushed it towards her mouth and made throaty sounds that could have been âup, upâ or something else entirely in Polish. Or maybe some other language heâd picked up between Warsaw and Haven Bay. She gulped, felt the alcohol hit its mark and was disappointed she needed it more than sheâ d expected.
âSo road rage comes to sleepy Haven Bay, huh?â Pav said.
âWho wouldâve thought?â
âI was in a road rage thing once. Some guy pulled a knife on me.â
âNo shit. A knife?â Toby called from the sink.
Nausea did a quick roll in Rennieâs stomach. Sheâd wondered why the kid had stayed in the car. Wondered if the taunting was to get one of them close enough to use a weapon. Christ, and Max had been walking right up to him. She shook it off. This was Haven Bay. âLet me guess. Berlin.â
âNo, Kings Cross, Sydney. This guy got worked up about a parking spot, started yelling at me and whipped out the knife.â
âWhat kind of knife?â Toby asked.
âSome little pocket blade.â Pav picked up a long, wide chopping blade from the workbench and grinned. âNothing like a real tool.â
âWhat did you do?â Toby asked.
âI showed him where the fillet knife got me.â He turned his left palm face-up. He was wearing gloves but Rennie knew the old, jagged scar that ran from the inside of his thumb to the veins on his wrist like a lifeline â a warning for kitchen hands working with slippery dead animals. âTold him I was ex-KGB, trained in hand-to-hand combat, and I could crush his face before he could get close enough to cut me.â
âGood one,â Toby laughed.
Rennieâs grin was half amusement, half disbelief. âSeriously?â
He shrugged. âHe was a moron. Wanted to know if Iâd met Gorbachev. I let him shout me drinks while I bullÂshitted all about it. Here, this oneâs ready.â He slid the platter towards her, the rice paper rolls teamed with bite-sized Thai fish cakes. âA favourite dish at the Kremlin, you know.â
She took