asked.
âMy mommy read me from the picture book,â the little girl said.
âGood. Then you know what it means to follow the rabbit down the hole?â
âDoes it mean what Alice did when she went into Wonderland?â
âThatâs right; and thatâs what old Lloyd has to do nowâthe radio just said so.â
âAre you âOld Lloydâ?â
âYes.â
âThen whatâs going to happen to your castle?â
âYou inherit it, fair damselâitâs yours to do with as you please.â
âReally?â
âReally.â
The little girl hopped into the air and came down square on top of the castle, obliterating it. Lloyd ran for his car and what he hoped would be his baptism by fire.
In the Armory, Staff Sergeant Beller took his prize cadre aside and told them that for a few bucks they could appreciably cut down the odds of getting eaten alive in niggerland and maybe have a few laughs, besides.
He motioned Lloyd Hopkins and two other P.F.C.s into the lavatory and displayed his wares and elaborated: â.45 automatic. Your classic officerâs sidearm. Guaranteed to drop any firebreathing nigger at thirty yards, regardless of where it hits him. Strictly illegal for E.M., and a valuable asset in its own rightâbut these babies are fully automaticâmachine pistols, with my specially devised elephant clipâtwenty shots, reload in five seconds flat, The piece overheats, but I throw in a glove. The piece, two elephant clips and the gloveâan even C-note. Takers?â He proffered the sidearms around. The two motor pool P.F.C.s eyed them longingly and hefted them with love, but declined.
âIâm broke, Sarge,â the first P.F.C. said.
âIâm staying behind at the command post with the halftracks, Sergeant,â the second P.F.C. said.
Beller sighed, and looked up at Lloyd Hopkins, who gave him the creeps. âThe Brain,â the guys in the company called him. âHoppy, what about you?â
âIâll take them both,â Lloyd said.
Dressed in Class C fatigues, leggings, full bandoliers and helmet liners, Co. A of the 2nd Battalion, 46th Division, California National Guard stood at parade rest in the main meeting hall of the Glendale Armory, waiting to be briefed. Their battalion commander, a forty-four year old Pasadena dentist who held the reserve rank of Lieutenant Colonel, formulated his thoughts and orders into what he hoped would be considered a fierce brevity and spoke into the microphone. âGentlemen, we are going into the firestorm. The Los Angeles police have just informed us that a forty-eight square mile portion of South Central Los Angeles is engulfed in flames, and that entire commercial blocks have been pillaged and then set on fire. We are being sent in to protect the lives of the firemen battling those fires and to divert through our presence the looting and other criminal activity taking place. This is the sole regular infantry company in an otherwise armored division. You men, Iâm sure, will be the spearhead of this peace-keeping force of civilian soldiers. You will be briefed further when we reach our objective. Good day, and God be with you!â
Nobody mentioned God as the convoy of armored half tracks and personnel carriers rolled out of Glendale toward the Golden State Freeway southbound. The main topics of conversation were guns, sex, and Negroes, until P.F.C. Lloyd Hopkins, sweltering in the canvas covered halftrack, took off his fatigue jacket and introduced fear and immortality:
âFirst of all, you have to say it to yourselves, get it out in the air, say itââIâm afraid. I donât wanna die!â You got that? No, donât say it out loud, that takes the power out of it. Say it to yourselves. There. Two, say this, tooâIâm a nice white boy going to college who joined the fucking National Guard to get out of two years active duty,