easily.
Steveâs mum and dad had divorced years ago. The weekends his dad worked away a few of the gang would stop over at his house and make a party of it. Lately a gang of girls had been promising to stay too. Suddenly weekends were starting to get not just exciting but electrifying.
I told my dad about the murder. He was as horrified as I expected him to be. He kept shaking his head in disbelief. That kind of thing just didnât happen in a small town like Doncaster.
He looked at his watch. âI take it you two lads have come to interrupt my honest relaxation.â He reached down beside the sofa and came back with a can of beer. He smiled, exposing the gap in his top front teeth through which he could make the loudest whistle Iâve ever heard. âItâs not one of those video nasties again?â
âNot this week. I taped a concert last night. We thought weâd watch it this afternoon ⦠that is, if youâre not watching anything, eh â¦â
âThis old horse opera?â My dad took a deep swallow of beer. âItâs only the one I saw the night I proposed to your mother. But you watch what you want. Itâs as bad as I remembered the first time around. You know nostalgia ainât what it used to be.â
He stood up. Cake crumbs showered onto the carpet.
âYouâre living dangerously,â I said. âMother will go absolutely, totally insane when she sees the mess.â
My dad pulled a face. âIâm safe. Iâll blame it on you two.â
He crossed the deep carpet that mum hoovered with religious zeal every day and left the empty beer can on the window sill.
âHey, Nick-Nick.â My fifteen-year-old brother called from the doorway, swinging a carrier bag in his hand. âGot any spare cash?â
âNot if youâre going to waste it on anything stupid like dictionaries and exercise books.â
âNah. Robboâs selling me a couple of his CDs.â
âThank God for that. Itâs time you started mis-spending your youth.â
âDonât listen to your brother,â dad said. âHeâll either end up a millionaire orââ
âIN JAIL.â We chorused the old Aten catch phrase.
âThereâs some spare cash in my tin. Not the one shaped like a coffin. The one with the naked lady â so cover your eyes when you get it.â
John saluted. âThanks, Nick-Nick. Youâre a hero.â
The image of my brother standing there in the doorway, eyes flashing happily, big freckled face grinning, is nailed permanently to my mind. It was the last time I saw him alive.
He ran upstairs, his feet thumping heavily. I heard my bedroom door open, then footsteps crossing to the bedside table. A pause.
He was counting the money. Heâd take not a penny more than he needed. I heard the feet pass back out onto the landing toward his room.
Then nothing more.
âYou shouldnât give your hard-earned away like that, Nick.â Dad shook his head, smiling, flashing that gap in his teeth again. âHe gets money of his own.â
âI know, but he fritters it away on history books and junk like that.â
My dad picked up a hammer from the sideboard and pointed it at me playfully. âIâll find out how much Johnâs paying for them and Iâll give you the money back Monday. Now watch that concert, Iâve got a job that needs doing upstairs.â
Casually swinging the hammer, he walked out of the room. I trawled through the drawer in the video cabinet for the tape. As always Iâd not bothered writing on the memo label so there would be a five-minute interval of swearing and false starts before I found what I was looking for.
As I pulled out the tapes mum came in with a plateful of sliced cake and tea â all part of the Saturday afternoon ritual. In her track suit, her dark hair short and neat, she looked ten years younger thanshe was. Within