Iâve ever worked in. The people who run it are very, very serious about what theyâre doingâserious about producing damn good plays. That takes dedication, and stubbornness, and vision, and a feeling for what the public wants. And integrity, too. It takes a lot of integrity. And it also probably takes a touch of mild insanity, the kind of insanity that Don Quixote had, I suppose. Quixote, and Dave Falk, the man whoâs run the Howell for as long as Iâve been here. If you havenât met Dave, you will. Maybe youâve already seen him, and didnât know it. He couldâve been answering the phone, or selling tickets, or sweeping out the lobby, orââ
A small, shrill shriek interrupted: Bernhardtâs pager, clipped to his belt, under his sweater.
âOh, ohââ He switched off the pager. âI moonlight, like a lot of people in this business. Either you moonlight, or you have an inheritance. And thatâs my masterâs voice. Iâll just be a minute. Then weâll do some reading, from the beginning.â He smiled, this time at Pamela Brett, who quickly returned the smile. Bernhardt pushed himself away from the edge of the stage, and walked up the center aisle. Slightly stooped, he moved purposefully, eyes to the front, as if his attention were focused just ahead. In profile, with his long, slightly hooked nose, his sharp chin, with his thick, roughly cut hair growing low across his forehead and over his collar, Bernhardt could have played the part of the younger Lincoln.
In the tiny lobby with its worn carpet and its vintage playbills tacked to the walls, a pay phone hung beside the table used to serve coffee and pastries during performances. Drawing a deep, resigned breath, Bernhardt dropped a quarter in the slot, punched out a number.
âYes?â the familiar voice answered.
âItâs Bernhardt.â
âCan you come in tomorrow at nine?â Dancer asked. âIâve got something for you.â
âIs it local, or out of town?â
âIâm not sure. A little of both, maybe.â
âHow long will it take?â
âHard to say. Two or three days, at least.â As always, talking to an employee, Dancerâs voice was take-it-or-leave-it flat. Then, because it was Bernhardt, he added, âItâs a skip trace. Thereâs a twenty-five percent bonus, if it works out. But youâve got to tell me now. Right now.â
âAll right. Nine oâclock.â
âGood.â The phone clicked, went dead.
Bernhardt flipped the script closed, put it on the edge of the stage, stretched, looked at his watch. âOkay, thatâs the first act. What Iâd like to do, I think, is go through all three acts, reading the way we have tonight.â He pointed to his clipboard. âIâve been taking notes, the way directorsâre supposed to do. So far I havenât put down any âwows,â but then there arenât any âughs,â either. The way I like to work is to read through the whole play. Then I get together with each of you separately, and we decide whether we think itâs going to work, with the parts youâre reading. Okay?â
As he spoke, the five auditioners folded their own scripts and rose from chairs that had been placed in a semicircle on the stage.
âToday is Monday,â Bernhardt said. âCan everyone make it Friday at the same time, six oâclock?â He looked at the five faces: three men, one womanâand Pamela Brett, whoâd obviously acted before. A month from now, four or five rehearsals into the play, some of them would have given up, forfeiting the money theyâd paid, to pursue their fragile dreams.
Thank God he believed it, what heâd said about the Howell. It was the best little theater company heâd ever worked with.
âSo study your parts,â he said, concluding. âRead them over. Make the characters
Irene Garcia, Lissa Halls Johnson