teachers.â
âThey let you in?â
âOf course! Why not?â He winked at me.
Oh my God! He hadnât winked at me in years. It still had the same bone-melting effect on me.
âCome on. Letâs dance.â Michael took my hand, leading me to the dance floor. My heart was racing so fast, I was convinced he could see it. He pulled me close to him as we slowly danced to the music. He rested his chin on my shoulder. I swallowed hard. I should probably make some conversation. But all I wanted to do was close my eyes and listen to the words of Madonnaâs âCrazy for You.â
âIsnât this such a great song?â Michael pulled his head back and looked into my eyes, smiling.
âYou like this song, too?â I asked incredulously.
âYeah, itâs one of my all-time eighties favorites, right up there with The Cureâs âJust Like Heaven.â â
âOh my God! I love that song!â
âNo way!â
âYeah, way! â
We laughed together. He put his chin back on my shoulder.
Again, my insecurities were telling me I should make more of an attempt at conversation. Why couldnât I just relax and enjoy this moment? It would probably never happen again.
âSo howâs Cornell?â I managed to get out.
âStuffy and dull!â
âOh, come on! I canât believe itâs all that dull! I can only imagine all the fun you must be having at those parties and all those interesting classes. I canât wait to go away to college.â
âReally?â
âWhatâs so surprising about that? You think I want to stay in Astoria and commute to school? Get real!â
âI donât know. I just thought youâd be like the other Italian girls in the neighborhood and stick close to home. Besides, will your parents let you go away for college?â
âProbably not, but I donât care. Iâm going to do it anyway!â
Michael laughed. âYouâve got spunk! I like that. You are different from a lot of the girls around the neighborhood. Promise me youâll stay that way.â Michael pulled his face away and stared into my eyes again, waiting for my promise.
I shrugged my shoulders.
âPromise me!â
His face came closer to mine. My heart started pounding again.
âOkay.â I blushed and looked away. He was staring at me in the most peculiar way.
âGood!â He winked at me again and pulled me close to him. I could smell his cologne. Drakkar Noir. Every guy wore Drakkar Noir back then. It just occurred to me that Michael wasnât dressed for a dance. After all, he wasnât planning on coming. I didnât care. He was the sexiest guy here tonight. His dark-wash denim jeans and black V-neck sweater made him look like one of those male models Iâd seen on the covers of Maxim magazine or GQ .
âSo you like The Cure, huh?â
âYeah, theyâre one of my favorite eighties bands.â
âI might be able to score some tickets to one of their concerts at the Meadowlands this summer. Would you be interested?â
I looked up into Michaelâs eyes.
âYou know. For you and a friend.â
âOh. Sure. That would be nice.â Just as soon as my hopes had soared, they immediately took a nosedive.
The song was over. We looked at each other a bit uncertainly.
âThanks for the dance,â I said.
âHey! No sweat. Iâll let you know about the tickets when Iâm back in town for the summer. Theyâre supposed to go on sale next Monday, but thereâs someone at school who scalps them. He said heâd hook me up.â
âOkay. Sounds good. Thanks.â
âIâll catch you later. I want to say hi to Mr. C.â
âSure. Go ahead.â Boy, I sounded lame! Like he needed my permission to leave.
Michael smiled and looked at me as if he wanted to say something else. Then he walked away.
I made my way to the