you?â
âI do.â I said.
âOnly when itâs been approved by your parents. Iâll see you in about twenty minutes. Love you.â Cole said.
âLove you more.â I said and hung up the phone.
Cole arrived, and I went to open the front door for him. My mom lifted her head from the book she was reading on the couch in the living room to look out of the window to see who was there. When she saw Cole, her eyes narrowed slightly and she pursed her lips, but before she could say anything, I turned to her.
âI know you wanted me to stay around home today so Cole decided to come down here. Weâre just going to take a walk and see whoâs around.â
âI guess. I expect you wonât be gone for too long?â Mom asked.
âIâll be home before dinner.â I said and almost ran out the door before she could say anything else.
I met Cole on the sidewalk in front of the house. He took my hand and bent to brush his lips across mine. The simple gesture set off a firestorm in my mind and made my heart begin to race. He gave my hand a little tug to get me moving.
We had walked halfway to the corner before either of us spoke.
âAre you sure youâre okay?â he asked me. âYouâre kind of quiet.â
âNo, Iâm fine. Iâm still⦠I donât know, embarrassed I guess. I mean, itâs like everything changed last night, but I donât really feel any different. Itâs going to take some time for me to get my head wrapped around it.â I said.
âHas anyone ever said you overthink things.â Cole said with a cocky smile on his face. âThe only things you need to remember are my feelings for you havenât changed at all and you have nothing to be embarrassed about. And before you start worrying everyone is going to know, no one will unless we tell them and we arenât going to.â Cole said.
âI guess youâre right. Anyway, what do you want to do? There really isnât a whole lot here.â
âI know, but as long as I can spend time with you I donât care. Letâs go down to the creek and talk some more. Maybe I can convince you to think like me on other topics.â He said, laughing.
âYou may have to work a little harder than you think. I do tend to overthink everything. I might not come around as quickly as you believe.â I said, smiling.
We made our way down to the creek winding its way through town and found a quiet spot under some trees. Their branches stretched out over the water as it babbled over the smooth stones lining the bottom.
We sat down on the soft grass, and I slipped off my flip flops and dangled my feet in the water. It felt cool in the hot afternoon and raised goose bumps on my arms and legs. Cole leaned back against a tree and crooked his finger at me. I went to sit beside him. I laid my head on his shoulder, and he put his arm around me.
âYou know.â Coleâs voice broke into my thoughts. âIâm kind of glad last night happened. And not for the reasons you think. Maybe now youâll realize my love for you is not the fickle thing you assume it to be. Iâm hoping you realize Iâm not going anywhere.â
âYouâre right.â I grudgingly admitted after a minute of thinking. âI was scared you would get tired of me and move on to someone else. I still am. I donât want you to go anywhere and needing you so much is⦠I donât know. When I think about it I hear my motherâs voice in my head saying Iâm too young to be this serious about a boy, but I try to silence her voice as much as I can. Is there something wrong with being in love and knowing what you want at our age?â
âI donât think so, but I am a little biased. Listen, the only people who need to worry about us is us. I know our parents have their own opinions about things, but when it comes down to it, weâre the