Richard?â
âPleâyou know â¦â
âYou have to say it.â
âPle-please take me as far as I can go.â
The Doctor sighed. âSoon, Richard. Iâm going to be collecting a great deal of information, and it should yield the name of a woman suitable for you. Think of that when you go through your fear mantras.â
âThank you, Doctor John.â
âDonât thank me, Richard. Your green doors are my green doors. Go home now. Iâm tired, and Iâm going to dismiss the grouping early.â
Goff heard the Doctor escort Oldfield to the door. The tape machine recorded a hissing silence. The Night Tripperâs executive officer imagined it as being inhabited by nightmares in repose, manifested in cold manila folders spilling out data that would transform human beings into chess pieces. The Alchemist and his six offerings were just the beginning. A series of Havillandâs slogans caused Goff to shudder back the headache that was burning behind a beige curtain in his mind. Last night. Three. What if the data keepers couldnât be bought? The headache throbbed through the curtain, like a hungry worm eating at his brain.
Doors slamming above him; periods of stillness, followed by the staggered departures of the lonelies. Mercedes and Audis pulling out onto P.C.H. and more silence. Suddenly Goff was terrified.
âBad thoughts, Thomas?â
Goff swung around in his chair, knocking his shorthand pad to the floor. He looked up into the light brown eyes of Dr. John Havilland, locking his own eyes into them exactly as the Doctor had taught him. âJust thoughts, Doctor.â
âGood. The papers are full of you. How does it feel?â
âIt feels dark and quiet.â
âGood. Does the âpsycho killerâ speculation disturb you?â
âNo, it amuses me because itâs so far from the truth.â
âYou had to take out three?â
âYes. IâI remembered your efficacy training. Some-sometime I might have to do it again.â
âA cold gun? Untraceable?â
âCold city. I stole it.â
âGood. How are the headaches?â
âNot too bad. I chant if they really start to hurt.â
âGood. If your vision starts to blur again, see me immediately, Iâll give you an injection. Dreams?â
âSometimes I dream about the Alchemist. He was good, wasnât he?â
âHe was superb, Thomas. But heâs gone. I scared him off the face of the earth.â
Havilland handed Goff a slip of paper. âSheâs a legitimate patientâshe phoned the office for an appointment. I checked her out with some girls in the life. Sheâs a thousand dollars a night. Check out her John bookâanyone who can afford her can afford us.â
Goff looked at the slip: Linda Wilhite, 9819 Wilshire Blvd, 91W. He smiled. âItâs an easy building. Iâve hit it before.â
Havilland smiled back. âGood, Thomas. Go home now and enjoy your dreams.â
âHow do you know Iâll enjoy them?â
âI know your dreams. I made them.â
Goff watched the Doctor about-face and walk to the latticework patio that overlooked the beach. He let the Doctorâs exit line linger in his mind, then turned off the tape console and walked outside to his car. He was about to hit the ignition when he noticed a mound of wadded up plastic on top of the dashboard. He grabbed at it and screamed, because he knew that it was beige plastic, and that meant that he knew.
Goff ripped the plastic trashbag to shreds, then slammed his fists into the dashboard until the pain numbed the screaming in his mind. Turning on the headlights, he saw something white under his windshield wiper. He got out of the car and examined it. The embossed business card of John R. Havilland, M.D., Practice in Psychiatry, stared at him. He turned the card over. Neatly printed on the back were the words I know your