much of the kitchen, plus a number of rooms upstairs.
After the fire, the OâHallorans had boarded up the place, unable to decide what to do with it. So the lodge had sat vacant and deteriorating for years. None of the brothers was interested in running a tourist business, and repairs wouldâve been costly and time-consuming.
âYour roomâs at the top of the stairs. The farthest one down on the left-hand side.â He gestured with the shot glass, afraid that if he stood, he might fall over.
âYouâve been drinking.â Karen moved closer to the fireplace.
âNothing gets past you, does it?â he muttered sarcastically.
âYou hardly ever drink.â The problem was, she knew him too well.
âThatâs true, but sometimes the occasion calls for it.â He raised his glass to her with a sardonic smile and gulped down the last ofthe whiskey. It burned its way down his throat. He squeezed his eyes shut, clenched his teeth and shook his head like a wet dog.
When he opened his eyes Karen sat on the other end of the sofa. âWhatâs wrong?â she askedâas if she didnât know.
âNothing,â he answered cheerfully. âWhat could possibly be wrong?â
She didnât make the obvious reply. âI think I mustâve had a little more to drink than usual myself.â Her eyes seemed unnaturally bright.
She got up and headed toward the stairs, and Matt realized he didnât want her to leave. âDo you want to see what Iâve spent the last few months doing?â he asked.
âSure.â Her eager response surprised him.
He gave her a quick tour of the downstairs area, pointing out the renovations as he did. He was pleased with them and didnât conceal his pride. âThe kitchen should be ready soon,â he explained when heâd finished showing her around. âThe stoveâs whatâs holding me up, but I expect delivery in the next month or so.â
âWhoâs going to do the cooking?â she asked.
âRight now, me.â Matt shrugged. âI donât have the budget to hire anyone else. At least not yet. I need to bring in paying guests first.â
âWell, youâre certainly qualified to cook.â
She was referring to his stint as a chef. Heâd enjoyed cooking school well enough, but had lost interest during his first restaurant job. Heâd gone on to commercial fishing shortly after that, abandoning his sketchy plans to open a restaurant of his own.
âI wish you the very best with this venture, Matt.â
âThanks.â He knew he sounded flippant.
âI mean that,â she insisted.
Heâd probably offended her, and he hadnât meant to. âBut you donât believe itâll last, do you?â
âNo.â She didnât so much as hesitate. âYouâll get bored with the lodge just like you did with everything else.â
âMaybe.â He wasnât going to argue with her. Time would prove her wrong. Heâd worked harder on this than anything heâd done in his life. Now, finally, he had something that was entirely his. The business would sink or succeed by his own efforts, no one elseâs.
âIâll show you to your room,â he said without emotion, then led her to the staircase.
He hadnât gone more than a few steps when she stopped him. âMatt.â His arm tingled where her fingers touched him. âI apologizeâI didnât mean to discourage you. I can tell youâve put a lot of thought and effort into this lodge. I hope it succeeds. I really do.â
He turned to face her. âDo you, Karen?â
Her eyes had never been more intent. In them he found a reflection of the loneliness heâd felt these past eighteen months. He hadnât wanted to admit, even to himself, how much heâd missed her. For months heâd worked himself into a state of exhaustion, rather than