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hair out of my face. “You think Lena’s any different?”
    She was right.
    It was a stupid question.
    So I smiled and took her hand and followed her inside. I had things to figure out and places to go—that much I knew. But some things I didn’t have to figure out. Some things hadn’t changed, and some things never would.
    Except me. I had changed, and I would give anything to change back.

CHAPTER 3
This Side or the Next
    G o on, Ethan. See for yourself.”
    I didn’t look back at my mom when I reached for the doorknob.
    Even though she was telling me to go, I was still uneasy. I didn’t know what to expect. I could see the painted wood of the door, and I could feel the smooth iron of the handle, but I had no way of knowing if Cotton Bend was on the other side.
    Lena. Think about Lena. About home. This is the only way.
    Still.
    This wasn’t Gatlin anymore. Who knew what was behind that door? It could be anything.
    I stared down at the knob, remembering what the Caster Tunnels had taught me about doors and Doorwells.
    And portals.
    And seams.
    This door might look normal enough—any Doorwell looked pretty much like the next—but that didn’t mean it was. Like the
Temporis Porta
. You never knew where you were going to end up. I’d learned that the hard way.
    Quit stalling, Wate.
    Get on with it.
    What are you, chicken? What do you have to lose now?
    I closed my eyes and turned the knob. When I opened them, I wasn’t staring at my street—not even close.
    I found myself on my front porch in the middle of His Garden of Perpetual Peace, Gatlin’s cemetery. Right in the middle of my mother’s plot.
    The cultivated lawns stretched out in front of me, but instead of headstones and mausoleums decorated with plastic cherubs and fawns, the graveyard was full of houses. I realized I was looking at the homes of the people buried in the cemetery, if that’s even where I was. Old Agnes Pritchard’s Victorian was planted right where her plot should have been, with the same yellow shutters and crooked rosebushes that hung over the walkway. Her house wasn’t on Cotton Bend, but her little rectangle of grass in Perpetual Peace was directly across from my mom’s plot—the spot where Wate’s Landing was sitting now.
    Agnes’ house looked almost exactly as it had in Gatlin, except her red front door was gone. In its place was her weathered cement headstone.
AGNES WILSON PRITCHARD
    BELOVED WIFE, MOTHER & GRANDMOTHER
    MAY SHE SLEEP WITH THE ANGELS
    The words were still etched into the stone, which fit perfectly into the painted white doorframe. It was the same at every house as far as I could see—from Darla Eaton’s restored Federal to the peeling paint of Clayton Weatherton’s place. All the doors were missing, replaced by the gravestones of the dearly departed.
    I turned around slowly, hoping to see my own white door with the haint blue trim. But instead I was staring at my mother’s headstone.
LILA EVERS WATE
    BELOVED WIFE AND MOTHER
    SCIENTIAE CUSTOS
    Above her name, I saw the Celtic symbol of Awen—three lines converging like rays of light—carved into the stone. Aside from being large enough to fill the doorway, the headstone was the same. Every nicked edge, every faded crack. I ran my hand over the face of it, feeling the letters beneath my fingers.
    My mom’s headstone.
    Because she was dead. I was dead. And I was pretty sure I had just stepped out of her grave.
    That’s when I started to lose it. I mean, can you blame a guy? The situation was a little overwhelming. There’s not much you can do to prepare for something like that.
    I pushed on the gravestone, pounding on it as hard as I could until I felt the stone give way, and I stepped back inside my house—slamming the door behind me.
    I stood against the door, breathing in as much air as I could. My front hall looked exactly the same as it had a moment ago.
    My mom looked up at me from the front stairs. She had just opened
The Divine Comedy
; I could