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suburbs.’
    â€˜You’re helping people at home,’ Jamie said.
    She nodded.
    â€˜So there was never a good time to tell you.’
    â€˜Why now?’ I said. ‘Why are you here? Now?’
    Tansy looked at her son again. Her son. I still couldn’t think of him as Jamie’s.
    â€˜Parker got sick,’ she began. The hostility I’d been feeling towards her since she arrived finally spilled over.
    â€˜Oh well isn’t that awful,’ I said, my voice laced with possibly unforgiveable sarcasm. ‘So what is it you want from Jamie? A few pints of blood? A smattering of bone marrow? A kidney?’
    Tansy flinched as I hissed at her. Then she looked at Jamie again, calmly ignoring my outburst.
    â€˜He’s fine,’ she said. ‘It’s all under control. He’s got …’ she named an illness that I’d never heard of, but Jamie nodded.
    â€˜Is it serious?’ I asked.
    Tansy made a so-so gesture with her hand. ‘Could have been,’ she said. ‘It affects his digestion so when he first got sick he got really thin and he had no energy. It was awful. He was disappearing in front of my eyes. He’ll never be cured but we keep an eye on his diet, and there are pills he can have if it gets bad. Sometimes he has to go into hospital if he has a really bad attack but that’s not happened for a while.’
    Jamie looked thoughtful.
    â€˜It’s hereditary, right?’
    â€˜Can be,’ Tansy said. ‘I’ve been tested and I don’t have it, so it could be you.’
    Jamie shook his head, as though he couldn’t quite believe what he was hearing. I didn’t blame him.
    â€˜And of course this affects you too,’ Tansy said, looking at me again. ‘I heard you were getting married and I wanted to warn you that any kids you have could have it too.’
    I stared at her. This was too much to take in.
    â€˜I was going to email you,’ Tansy went on. ‘But Mom went mad. She said I had to do it face to face.’
    â€˜She sounds like a very sensible woman, your mother,’ Mum said, from the doorway.
    We all jumped and I wondered how long she’d been there.
    â€˜Sorry to interrupt,’ she said. ‘The weather is terrible, Tansy. Do you have somewhere to go?’
    Tansy shook her head.
    â€˜We’re booked into a hotel in Edinburgh,’ she said. ‘I guess we’ll not get back there tonight?’
    Mum chuckled.
    â€˜Even without the snow you wouldn’t make it back to Edinburgh at this time of night. I think you and Parker will have to stay the night.’
    Tansy looked as though she was going to object, then she glanced at her son, curled up peacefully next to her and smiled at Mum.
    â€˜That’s so kind of you,’ she said, politely.
    â€˜I’ve made up the spare room,’ Mum said. ‘I think it’s time we all went to bed, don’t you?’
    Jamie and I looked at each other. He raised an eyebrow and I shrugged. We didn’t have a spare room. Apparently, though, that wasn’t a problem. Just as the table had grown to accommodate Eva and Allan, so the house had expanded to fit Tansy and Parker. I guessed that meant they were welcome in our home and the idea made my heart sink a little bit.
    â€˜I’m exhausted,’ I said, standing up. ‘Let’s talk more tomorrow.’
    â€˜I’ll be up in a bit,’ Jamie said, giving me a kiss.
    I looked at Tansy.
    â€˜It was nice to meet you,’ I lied. Then I fled.

Chapter 3
    I scuttled up the stairs, wanting nothing more than to get into bed, pull the duvet over my head and shut out all thoughts of Tansy and Parker and inherited diseases. My mind was racing. What did Tansy’s arrival mean for Jamie? And me? What about the wedding? Our future? I needed to sleep on it and see if it all made more sense in the morning.
    On the landing I paused. The door opposite me was the airing