the bedroom. Right? I wasnât too young for you there. I wasnât too philosophically distant then.â
âI didnât come here to get into this.â
Of course not, she thought. Heâd never cared enough about her to come after her. She stiffened her spine. âAnd what you did come for is inappropriate for me to discuss. Please leave.â
He took a step toward her, hand out. âThese kids are too young to be thinking about marriage, let alone starting a family.â
âBy âthese kidsâ you mean your son?â
Hayes nodded. âHe is my main concern. Heâs the one I care about.â
âAnd I care about Sheri.â
âThen help me help them.â Hayes made a sound of frustration and turned away from her. For long moments he said nothing, then he turned back to her, his expression strained. âHeâs infatuated with this girl. Heâs not thinking clearly.â
Blood rushed to Aliceâs cheeks. And what had been his fatherâs excuse, all those years ago? Had he been infatuated? Had he, too, been confused, his thinking muddled?
âSo, youâll think clearly for him,â she said, her voice tight with anger.
âIt sounds arrogant, but...yes. And Iâd like your help convincing Sheri to do the right thing.â
âWhat you think is the right thing.â
Hayes groaned. âWe are the adults.â
Alice crossed to the door and swung it wide. âIâm sorry, but youâve wasted your time. I believe Sheri and Jeff are old enough to make their own decisions.â
âIf you were a parent, youâd understand.â
Pain at the blow shot through her, and she caught her breath. She had dreamed of being a parent. Once sheâd even come close.
Hayes closed the distance between them. Stopping in front of her, he met her eyes. His were dark with regret. âIâm sorry, Alice. I didnât mean to hurt you. Not then. And certainly not now.â
She searched his gaze. She didnât want his apologies. Didnât wantâ or needâ his regret. She was doing just fine. And if he hoped for forgiveness, well, some wounds went too deep to heal or forgive.
She narrowed her eyes, pushing aside her hurt, marshaling her anger. âIf I were a parent Iâd understand? Tell that to the kids I work with here, the kids I try to help deal with the way their older and wiser parents have screwed up their lives and their heads.â
His mouth tightened. âThatâs different. Those arenât the kind of parents I was talking about.â
âOh, I forgot. Youâre one of those infallible, perfect parents.â She drew in an angry breath, then let it out in a rush. âLetâs be honest here, Hayes. Your concern has a lot to do with what you think of Sheri. Youâve tried and sentenced her, yet you know nothing about her. Sheâs intelligent and courageous. And sheâs been through a hell of a lot. Youâd be playing a different tune if Jeff had gotten the daughter of one of your precious senior partners in trouble. Well, Iâm not going to help you discriminate against Sheri Kane. Nowâ â she indicated the door, her hand shaking so badly she knew he could see ââ please leave.â
He opened his mouth, and she fisted her fingers. âNow.â
âFine.â He plucked his coat from the chair and strode to the door. There he stopped and once again met her eyes. âAre you so sure itâs me whoâs letting preconceived notions cloud my judgment? Are you sure itâs me whoâs discriminating? Think about it, Alice. Iâll be in touch.â
Chapter Two
A lice did think about it. In fact, in the three days since their confrontation, sheâd been able to think of little else.
Alice gazed out her office window at the gloomy February day. It seemed impossible to her that spring waited just around the corner. Mardi Gras had come