unusually tender and was thankful that her period hadn’t yet come. Daniel would have been a grumpy bear if I’d refused him this evening . He always celebrated his business successes in the same fashion, as if the act of winning was the most powerful aphrodisiac. Helen thought of her orgasms and her cheeks lifted into a grin. Not that I mind. She stood silently observing Daniel’s naked body to ensure she hadn’t disturbed him. The sight caused dormant embers to smoulder within her and she turned to find a blanket to throw over him. Honestly, girl, you’re insatiable. You need sleep. Daniel’s work may have been this evening, but yours is in the morning. She hadn’t told Daniel about the shoot, she didn’t want to confess until she was sure something would come of it. No point getting into discussion yet. Helen stared at her reflection as she brushed her teeth. No harm that he thinks you spend a ridiculous amount of time in the gym; it’s what he expected you to do when you left work to be his hostess. Why shatter his illusion if it makes him happy? Making Daniel happy made her happy, particularly if it manifested itself in the way it had this evening. She surveyed her dishevelled image and gave a little wink before heading into the bedroom. She should probably rouse Daniel and get him to bed, but she would wake before he did in the morning and there was time enough then to pretend she had also spent the night on the sofa. She loved living with him but she did miss her own space at times, particularly as their lives were so entwined. Enjoying the luxury of lying spread-eagled and alone in the king-size bed Helen gazed blindly at the dark ceiling, thinking about the shoot. I hope it goes well. It has to go well; my whole future depends on it. Not just my career but my marriage. I am going to go loopy if I spend the next forty years being Mrs Hostess. The thought gave rise to a fluttery panic. Worried the adrenalin would prevent her from sleeping, she pushed the thoughts aside. If I turn up half asleep Derek is going to skin me alive. She pushed away the image of Derek frowning that seemed to keep morphing into Daniel and closed her eyes, praying for sleep to come.
Chapter Two
It felt like she had slept for five minutes when the alarm tore through her scattered dreams, dragging her to consciousness with a thudding heart. Moving swiftly, Helen silenced it before it could irritate Daniel, who hated to be woken before noon after a business dinner. Lying still in the echoing silence listening for evidence that she had disturbed him Helen became aware of the empty space beside her and remembered guiltily that she had left Daniel sleeping naked on the sofa. Padding silently through to the kitchen, she fired up the coffee machine and munched through a croissant while she waited for it to perform its magic. Daniel was likely to be hung-over and Helen didn’t want to be around after she woke him, particularly not when he realised he wasn’t in bed. Best to be dressed and ready to scarper , she thought, creeping quietly back to their room to pull some clothes on before waking him with the aromatic black liquid. She toyed briefly with the idea of leaving him asleep but she knew he’d be cross if he woke alone laid out naked in the lounge. Better to take the few moments of grump and hope he had calmed down by the time she returned in the afternoon. Her stuff was all packed and tucked into the hall cupboard in a rucksack she had purchased specifically. Without deliberately keeping secrets from Daniel she let him believe the bag held her gym kit. He liked to think of her spending hours on the treadmill keeping her body lithe enough to squeeze into the tiny dresses he insisted on her wearing for his dinner parties. And of course keeping fit for the celebrations afterwards. Helen wrenched her mind away from the image of her toned body straddling Daniel’s. There was no time for shenanigans this