here and there, swinging the big torch and looking at Mumâs knitting and my notebooks and Chrisâs homework piled on various chairs. She was wearing a crisply belted black mackintosh raincoat and she was very thin. I wondered if she was a policewoman. âShe likes the place tidier than this,â Elaine said.
âWeâre in the middle of unpacking,â Mum said humbly. Chris looked daggers. He hates Mum crawling to people.
Elaine gave Mum a smile. It put two matching creases on either side of her mouth, but it was not what I would call a real smile. Funny, because she was quite pretty, really. âYouâve gathered that she needs dressing, undressing, washing, and her cooking done,â she said. âThe three of you can probably bathe her, canât you? Good. And when you want to take her for some air, Iâll bring the wheelchair round. It lives at my house because thereâs more room. And do be careful she doesnât fall over. I expect youâll manage. Weâll all be dropping in to see how youâre getting on, anyway. Soâ¦â She looked round again. âIâll love you and leave you,â she said. She shot Chris, for some reason, another of her strange smiles and marched off again, calling over her shoulder, âDonât forget the electricity.â
âShe gives her orders!â Chris said. âMum, did you know what we were in for? If you didnât, weâve been got on false pretenses.â
âI know, but Aunt Maria does need help,â Mum said helplessly. âWhereâs that electricity switch? And are there any candles?â
There were two candles. Mum added candles to her list before she got into bed just now. Now sheâs sitting there saying, âThese sheets arenât very clean. I must wash them tomorrow. Sheâs not got a washing machine but there must be a launderette somewhere in the place.â Then she went on to, âMig, youâve written reams . Stop and come to bed now or there wonât be any of that notebook left.â She was beginning on âThere wonât be any of that candle left, eitherââ when Chris came storming in wearing just his pants.
He said, âI donât know what this is. It was under my pillow.â He threw something stormily on the floor and went away again.
It is pink and frilly and called St. Margaret. We think it is probably Laviniaâs nightdress. Mum has spent the last quarter of an hour marveling about it. âShe must have been called away in a hurry, after all,â she said, preparing to have more agonies of guilt. âSheâd already moved down to the little room to make room for us. Oh, I feel awful!â
âMum,â I said, âif you can feel awful looking at someoneâs old nightie, what are you going to feel if you happen to see Chrisâs socks?â That made her laugh. Sheâs forgotten to feel guilty now and sheâs threatening to blow out the candle.
Two
T here is a ghost in Chrisâs room.
I wrote that two days ago. Since then events have moved so fast that snails are whizzing by, blurred with speed. I am paralyzed with boredom, Mum has knitted three sleeves for one sweater for the same reason, and Chris is behaving worse and worse. So is Aunt Maria. We all hate Elaine and the other Mrs. Urs.
How can Aunt Maria bear living in Cranbury with no television? The days have all gone the same way, starting with Mum leaping out of bed and waking me up in her hurry to get breakfast as soon as Aunt Maria begins thumping her stick on the floor. While Iâm getting up, Aunt Maria is sounding off next door. âNo, no, dear. Itâs quite fun to eat runny egg for a changeâI usually tell Lavinia to do them for five and a half minutes, but it doesnât matter a bit.â That was the last two days. Today Mum must have got the egg right, because Aunt Maria was on about how interesting to eat flabby