think you donât want Mrs. Wiggins,â she said. âShe needs you and, whether you know it or not, you need her.â
Ashley turned back to the kettle, trying to ignore the ball of cuteness chasing its tail in the middle of the kitchen floor. She was irritated, but worried, too. She looked back at Olivia over one stiff shoulder. âShould you be out and about, as pregnant as you are?â
Olivia smiled, serene as a Botticelli Madonna. âPregnancy isnât a matter of degrees, Ash,â she said. âOne either is or isnât.â
âYouâre pale,â Ashley fretted. Sheâd lost so many loved onesâboth parents, her beloved granddad, Big John. If anything happened to any of her siblings, whatever their differences, she wouldnât be able to bear it.
âJust brew the tea,â Olivia said quietly. âIâm perfectly all right.â
While Ashley didnât have her sisterâs gift for talking to animals, she was intuitive, and her nerves felt all twitchy, a clear sign that something unexpected was about to happen. She plugged in the kettle and joined Olivia at the table. âIs anything wrong?â
âFunny you should ask,â Olivia answered, and though the soft smile still rested on her lips, her eyes were solemn. âI came here to ask you the same question. Even though I already know the answer.â
As much as she hated the uneasiness that had sprung up between herself and her sisters and brother, Ashley tended to bounce away from any mention of the subject like a pinball in a lively game. She sprang right up out of her chair and crossed to the antique breakfront to fetch two delicate china cups from behind the glass doors, full of strange urgency.
âAsh,â Olivia said patiently.
Ashley kept her back to her sister and lowered her head. âIâve just been a little blue lately, Liv,â she admitted softly. âThatâs all.â
She would never get to know her mother.
The holidays had been a downer.
Not a single guest had checked into her Victorian bed-and-breakfast since before Thanksgiving, which meant she was two payments behind on the private mortgage Brad had given her to buy the place several years before. It wasnât that her brother had been pressing her for the moneyâheâd offered her the deed, free and clear, the day the deal was closed, but sheâd insisted on repaying him every cent.
On top of all that, she hadnât heard a word from Jack McCall since his last visit, six months ago. Heâd suddenly packed his bags and left one sultry summer night, while she was sleeping off their most recent bout of lovemaking, without so much as a good-bye.
Would it have killed him to wake her up and explain? Or just leave a damn note? Maybe pick up a phone?
âItâs because of Mom,â Olivia said. âYouâre grievingfor the woman she never was, and thatâs okay, Ashley. But it might help if you talked to one of us about how you feel.â
Weary rage surged through Ashley. She spun around to face Olivia, causing her sneakers to make a squeaking sound against the freshly waxed floor, remembered that her sister was about to have a baby, and sucked all her frustration and fury back in on one ragged breath.
âLetâs not go there, Livie,â she said.
The kitten scrabbled at one leg of Ashleyâs jeans and, without thinking, she bent to scoop the tiny creature up into her arms. Minute, silky ears twitched under her chin, and Mrs. Wiggins purred as though powered by batteries, snuggling against her neck.
Olivia smiled again, still wistful. âYouâre pretty angry with us, arenât you?â she asked gently. âBrad and Melissa and me, I mean.â
âNo,â Ashley lied, wanting to put the kitten down but unable to do so. Somehow, nearly weightless as that cat was, it made her feel anchored instead of set adrift.
âCome on,â Olivia