Italian coastal resort. Two women walked past her, expensively groomed and wearing equally expensive designer clothes. Suzy had dressed as appropriately as she could for this luxurious resort, in white linen trousers and a brief sleeveless matching top, with sandals on her feet and the de rigueur sunglasses concealing her eyes, but no way was she in their leagueâand no way was she made for such an exclusive resort.
She had tried to tell Kate as much when her friend had announced that since she and her husband could not take up the weekâs holiday they had been offered via their business they wanted to give the treat to Suzy instead.
âOh, no, Kate, I couldnât possibly accept your generosity,â Suzy had protested.
âIt isnât generosity,â Kate had retorted. âYou need this break, Suzy. Youâve been through a lot these last few yearsânursing your mother and then losing her, working every spare hour you had to finish your degree, and then that awful job you had!â
Suzy had sighed. âI shouldnât have handed in my notice, really. My tutor had been so kind, getting the intro for me, I feel so guilty.â
âYou feel guilty?â Kate had exploded. âWhy on earth should you? You said yourself that you hated the way the magazine worked, its lack of morality with regard to how it got its stories and everything. And when I think of the way that slimy boss of yours tried to behave towards you! If anyone should be feeling guilty itâs them, not you, Suzy! Iâm surprised theyâre allowed to get away with treating you as they did. You know my opinionâyou should have reported them for sexual harassment!â
Just listening to Kateâs words had been enough to make Suzy shudder a little.
âIt wasnât as easy as that, Kate,â Suzy had reminded her. âFor one thing I was the only female working there. No one would have backed me up.â
Hearing the strain in her friendâs voice, Kate had shot her a quick look of concern before continuing, âSuzy, I know how strong you are, and how independent, but please just for once put yourself first. You need this break. You need time to relax and reflect, to pick up the threads of your life and weave them into a new pattern. You need this breathing space! I want to do this for you and I shall be very hurt if you refuse.â
Put like that, how could she refuse? Suzy had acknowledged ruefully. And besides, there had been enough truth in what Kate had said to make her see that her friend was right.
She still shook with anxiety and nervous tension when she thought about the scene in the Down and Dirty office the day she had handed in her notice. The crude insults her boss had hurled at her still made her face burn with embarrassment and loathing.
âYou arenât leavingâIâm sacking you,â he had told her furiously. âNo jumped-up little nothing is going to mess me about!â
He had then claimed publicly that he was sacking her because she had offered him sex in exchange for promotionâbut privately told her he would rescind his claim if she agreed to go to bed with him.
Her flesh still crawled at the thought.
Roy Jarvis might be the magazineâs editor-in-chief, but so far as Suzy was concerned he was the most morally corrupt man she had ever met. And her opinion was not just based on his attitude towards her, but on the way he ran the magazine and obtained its articles. Roy Jarvisâs reporters were told to let nothing stop them in their pursuit of obtaining a story. She had been like a fish out of water in such an environment.
And Kate had been right, Suzy acknowledged unhappily now. She did need some time out to reassess her life. And her emotions.
Suzy closed her eyes and tried to swallow past the hard ball of pain and misery lodged in her throat. Panic prickled over her skin as she fought against allowing herself to think about the