hair.” And I slip into Monica’s car. When I get in and lock the door I hear Jose laugh so loud it vibrates throughout the car. Looking in the mirror I see Toni punch Jose in the face again and yell for him to get on his bike. Yeah he is pissed off at me blowing him off. And I did do it in a bad way but I can’t. I just can’t get involved with someone in his life style. When we are back on the high way set for our apartment I can finally relax a little. That is at least until Monica decides I need to hear her two cents on the situation.
“Why the hell did you blow him off so bad? He is fucking hot and obviously was into you.” She says sounding annoyed.
I sigh loudly. I was really hoping she would have my back and just let it be my choice and leave it alone. But clearly that isn’t going to happen. “Monica what would come of that. I am not the type of girl who only gets with a guy to have sex. I am a relationship kind of girl.”
“And? I still don’t see the problem. You don’t know anything about him. Hell for all you know he could be a relationship type of guy and that man could be your future husband and father of your kids.”
I laugh at her statement “And he also could not want relationships at all and I am just the next pussy for him to sink into and then dump to the curb.”
Monica laughs. “Ok good point. But please if you see him again just have an opened mind. You never know. He could be the man of your dreams.”
Rolling my eyes “Fine. If I ever see him again I will play nice. Hell maybe I will even fuck him just for fun.” Yeah I try to be sarcastic but I should have known. It never works for me.
Monica gets a huge smile on her face and says “Great. Well you better get your vagina ready because we have been invited to a party tonight at the clubhouse and I already told them we would go.”
“WHAT!!” I yell. “You little bitch. Why would you do that.” And where the hell was I when she was asked. I don’t remember any of this in any of the conversations either of us had.
“Because honestly I want to see Tank again and he wants to see me. He wrote Jose and told him to make sure I come tonight. And I am not dumb. I am not going to go there alone. And since you’re my best friend you have to go with me. Plus, I think Toni really would be happy to see you. You know damn well you have the hots for that man. So get over yourself. We leave at 8 and you better look hot. Since you know Toni will be there.”
Signing I say “Fine.” I say in defeat. “I will go to support you.” She is right. I can’t let her go alone. We have always had the buddy system for situations like this. Yeah it might sound childish but hey a girl has to have someone watch her back sometimes. “So you like Tank?”
She just shrugs. “He is hot. I mean I am not looking to get married or anything like you.” She says pointing her finger at me. “But I think he could be a fun distraction for the time being.”
I shake my head in agreement. She is so focused on her schooling she isn’t looking for anything serious. Monica is totally the opposite of me. I don’t mind having the occasional hook up to scratch an itch if it has been awhile and I mean a long while but I would rather be committed with someone. I would rather know when my day is over I have someone to go home to. But not Monica. She says there is plenty of time in life for all that lovey dovey bullshit. Right now is all about having fun and learning what you want and