chances, but maybe now was a good time to give it a try. He had to admit heâd been rather touched by Graceâs ardent support of the woman.
And the dreams? He wasnât going to worry about them. Hell, he didnât even like redheads.
âJack?â
He turned to the bed and looked at the dark shape of Blair Stanford. His fiancée.
âSorry I woke you,â he said as she sat up on her elbows.
âAre you okay?â
âYeah, Iâm all right.â
She reached a hand out to him. âCome back to bed.â
Jack slid between the sheets and felt Blair put her arms around him.
âYouâre tense,â she said softly, stroking his chest.
He wove his fingers through hers. âGo back to sleep.â
âIs there something wrong?â she murmured. âYouâve been tossing and turning every night for the past few days.â
âThereâs nothing to worry about.â
He stroked her forearm, trying to get her to relax, but she propped her head up on her hand.
âJack, we know each other too well for secrets.â
âTrue. But who says Iâm hiding anything?â He smiled at how her short blond hair was sticking out at right angles. He reached up and smoothed the sides down, thinking she wouldnât have stood for that kind of disorder if sheâd known about it. Even in the middle of the night.
Blair stared down into his face for a long time. âAre you rethinking our engagement?â
âWhat makes you say that?â
She hesitated. âI was very surprised when you asked me to marry you and we havenât really talked about it since.â
âWeâve both been busy. That doesnât mean Iâm having second thoughts.â
What he really wanted to say was that she should know by now that he didnât do âsecond thoughts.â Having made the decision that it was time to get married, and having found a woman he wanted to be his wife, he had everything arranged.
âItâs just that . . .â Blair shrugged. âI didnât think weâd ever take this step. I keep wondering when Iâm going to wake up from the dream.â
He touched her shoulder, feeling the tension in her. âWhereâs all this anxiety coming from?â
âI never thought you were the kind of man whoâd settle down. There were a lot of women before me.â
âCome on, you know the stories of my love life are vastly overblown.â
âMaybe so, but there was plenty to go on. And itâs not just the women. Youâre a traveler.â
Jack laughed and thought of his twin brother. âThatâs Nate. Heâs been around the world how many times? Four, now?â
âThatâs not what I mean and you know it. Youâve always been restless.â
He thought about the odd mix of blood in his veins, the DNA of WASP aristocracy and Portuguese fishermen combined. She was probably right, though heâd never thought about it before. He did have a seamanâs need for freedom, just like his brother, but heâd tempered the drive with his strong will and a healthy dose of avarice.
âWell, restless or not, Iâm staying with you,â he told her.
He heard her sigh in the dark. âI just want you to be sure.â
âYou know how I feel about you.â
âYou donât love me, Jack.â
The quiet words hit him hard. He opened his mouth, not sure what he was going to say, but she put a slender fingertip on his lips.
âItâs okay,â she whispered. âIâve always known.â
He grabbed her hand and kissed it, wishing he could tell her otherwise. There were so many things about her that he liked and respected. She was a business success in her own right, running a thriving interior decorating company. She had fantastic style and grace. And she was both caring and understanding, two things he was going to have to rely on in the upcoming twelve
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