An Expert in Domination Read Free Page B

enjoy the energy. And that’s what this is about. We did it with breathing, but there are other ways, although I think it’s important to maintain even breathing through a scene regardless. Some bottoms wiggle the whole time, and that’s how they are letting off the energy.”
    “Like dancing,” said Sophia, although she wasn’t sure she was supposed to talk. She wiggled against the post. She didn’t know if he intended to demonstrate, but she was interested if he did.
    “Yes, like dancing. Any bottoms here like to do that?”
    A few people in the audience raised their hands.
    “It can be sexy to watch. I get that.” He stepped back. “Actually, rather enjoying watching Sophia right now myself.”
    Sophia blushed, suddenly aware of all the attention, but especially Colby’s. She wondered whether Remy was getting jealous. She kind of hoped he was. It would serve him right.
    “But I want to suggest another approach. Try staying still, and then releasing that energy all at once when you need to. Don’t spend that energy as you get it, but save it up and spend it all at once. When you do, it will be more intense. And if you need to move, visualize that you’re moving not to release the sensations but to capture them, as if some of the pain is just to the left of you and one good move of the hip will get it and keep it contained. Try it, and I think you’ll get more out of your scenes.” He turned back to Sophia. “Do you think you can stay still, Sophia?”
    “I can try.”
    “Okay, let’s do this. And this time, rather than letting it go when you’re ready, if you can, hold on to it until I say to let it go.”
    He flogged her in silence. She turned away and couldn’t see his face, but it felt different. The fact that he wasn’t lecturing made her feel like he was focusing his energy on her. Or maybe he’s just whacking me harder. But it all felt more spiritual than she’d expected.
    And it felt something else too. There was a pleasant tension in her core. And moisture between her thighs. I am so turned on. Pain doesn’t turn me on. I’m not a masochist. What’s going on?
    She visualized not only holding the pain but pushing it around her body. Into her breasts. Into her belly. All the way to her pussy.
    “Now, Sophia.” He accentuated the word with a hard thud against her back that almost knocked the wind out of her. She grabbed the post hard and shook it. She moaned. The release that flowed through her body was almost like an orgasm, although it left a tension behind that still needed to be satisfied. Oh, I’d love to be made to come right now. But still, it felt good.
    Colby leaned over to her and touched her shoulder, just above where it stung most. This time, he muted the microphone. “You have fantastic energy. Did you know that?”
    She shook her head, not sure what to say. What did he know about energy? Yet he had taught her something. She imagined it flowing back and forth between them.
    He caressed her, running his hand all over her back. Her back was so warm, and his touch was cool. She closed her eyes and relaxed into it, feeling softer inside. And when his hand moved, it felt so soothing. It did nothing to ease the ache in her hard nipples, and she found herself wishing he would put his arm around her and play with her breasts.
    She had imagined herself as a cat before, and a wolf. Reached deep inside her to peel away the effects of civilization and find the animal inside. But now she felt like water, flowing, even as she was hyperaware of the details of her own human body.
    And he had gotten her there. Even though he left her erogenous zones alone, his touch felt too intimate for the public space. She craved more. She was floating. Maybe I’m not water. Maybe I’m air. Or water vapor.
    “Just a moment,” he said.
    He backed away, and she wondered if he was going to strike her again. Instead, he started talking with that smooth voice of his. He could have done commercials or