one of her go for it grins.
âOh, come on. I havenât even talked to him in two weeks. Thereâs no way they were fighting about me.â
âMaybe not. But she looked ready to throttle him about something. Iâm guessing you donât get that pissed at someone just for spending too much time with the guys.â
I forced myself to turn away from the window. How wrapped up in their lives could I get? I had a life of my ownâsort of. At least thatâs what I was telling myself.
And honestly, that was the real reason I was so determined to go to the prom. My senior year had sucked, but I didnât want to let it end that way. I didnât want to graduate and go off to college feeling like I hadnât really ever been a senior, hadnât done all the fun senior stuff and taken advantage of what was supposed to be the best year of my high school life.
At least if I got a date and turned these last few weeks into something special and memorable, it would make up for a whole year of social isolation.
âSo what am I going to do?â I asked Rachel. Of course I meant about the prom.
She gave me a sympathetic look but shrugged. What could she say? We both knew I had zilch in the way of choices.
Rachel checked her watch. âOh my God, Iâve got to get ready. Jeremyâs picking me up in an hour, and weâre going to a party at Stephâs.â
She had blurted it out before she thought about how Iâd feel.
Uninvited.
Quickly, she shot me an Iâm sorry look, then gathered up her beads, threw a long shimmery scarf around her neck, and headed for the stairs.
Heyâitâs not her fault that a few of my old friends have sort of forgotten about me. Not all of them, of course. But Steph and I were never that close.
I followed her down and out of the garage to the street, where her three-year-old Ford Focus was parked. âCall me when you think of a plan,â I said. âI am not going to miss our senior prom!â
âIâll ask Jeremy. Heâll come up with someone.â
It was a hollow promise, I knew, because Jeremy was terrible at this kind of thing. The guy has zero social networking skills. But she was trying.
âGreatâthanks.â I was determined to be optimistic.
Rachel got into her car and zoomed off into the sunsetâliterally, the sun was going down. I walked to the mailbox and started to haul out the stack of catalogs we got almost every day. My mom is the mail-order queen.
Then I heard a car engine roar up and squeal to a stop in front of Mollyâs house.
It was Joey, still driving his shiny black Mustang convertible like he wanted to kill someone. He stomped up the steps to Mollyâs house and went in without even knocking.
Wow. Whatâs that about? I wondered. It didnât look like sheâd text-messaged him that she was so sorry, would he please come running back right now.
Then Joey came out again, slamming the door behind him and carrying his backpack. I guess heâd blown out of there in such a hurry the first time, heâd left it behind.
âHi,â he said, instantly slowing down and crossing over from Mollyâs driveway to mine.
âHi.â
I tried not to glance at Mollyâs windows. Was she watching us? How much more trouble did this guy want to be in?
âNice top,â Joey said, looking me up and down and grinning at my chest.
I knew he was technically talking about my sweater, which was a pale blue supershort thing that clung to me in all the right places and showed plenty of midriff. But his eyes were fixed on only one part: my boobs.
Okay, so I have a great chest, Iâll have to admit.
I tried not to smile at him, because he was being such a Neanderthal, but he gave me that great, seductive smile he has, dimples and all, and then he met my eyes and didnât let his own wander down to my chest again. So I finally smiled back.
âThanks.â I