beyond crowded uptown 4 train. Usually I took a cab to school, but since I was all about fresh starts these days, I figured Iâd start by breaking in my Metrocard.
Then again, maybe I should have known that expressing my independence via mass transit wasnât such a good idea, given how my morning had started out. So far, Noodles had turned the brand-new Bendelâs cashmere socks Feb had given to me for Christmas into an argyle war zone on my bedroom floor. My flatiron had short-circuited the left side of our house, so I couldnât even make coffee or pop in my usual multigrain toast for a quick peanut butter and banana sandwich. Not that I felt like eating much anyway. My stomach felt like it might be tied permanently in a knot the size of Febâs green batik head scarf.
Now I was squished up against about a hundred other commuters, probably wrinkling version 2.0 of my back-to-school outfit (the studded leggings hanging in my closet just didnât look as appealing after Iâd seen them in Kennedyâs shopping bag).
Luckily Camille and SBB had been there to do conference call triage, and weâd come up with a pretty sweet alternative. Iâd decided to go with the same notched blazer and white tank, but I paired them with gray leggings and a just-long-enough pleated schoolgirl skirt. The skirt had been my find of the season at Beaconâs Closet, the funkiest consignment store in all of Williamsburg.
As the doors of the train thudded open, I clutched my Fendi messenger bag and made my way through the masses toward the exit at 86th Street.
I hurried across Park Avenue, clutching my coat against the cold wind, and instinctively glanced up at my ex-boyfriend Adamâs apartment on East 88th Street. Itâd been a couple weeks since our breakup, and weâd spoken only once or twice. Catching a glimpse of the football trophies lining his windowsill, I felt a tiny pang. Still, I had to admit, even as I waved shyly to his doorman, Adamâand my whole life back at Stuyvesantâfelt pretty far away.
With four minutes to spare, I found myself joggingup Thoneyâs majestic front steps. This place looked more like the Met than a high school. Iâd been here once before, but I guess Iâd never paid close attention to the buildingâs haute aesthetics. Now there was just an ornate wrought iron gate between me and the five-story brick mansion where Iâd be spending the bulk of the next three and a half years.
Hordes of chic girls I didnât know poured out of town cars and through the front doors. All of them looked chatty and exited, like there was an Intermix warehouse sale going on inside. My eyes searched for just one familiar face, but I couldnât make out a single girl I knew under the barrage of the latest outerwear from Searle.
Then, at my waist, I felt my iPhone buzz with a text from Camille. Thank God. Hopefully sheâd just tell me where to meet her so I wouldnât have to enter the lionâs den alone.
SNAFU AT DEAN & DELUCAâ¦. CUTE BARISTA STRUCK DOWN BY FLU. NEW GUY TOTALLY LAGGING ON FROTHED MILK FOR MY MOCHA. SO SORRYâSAVE ME A SEAT AT ASSEMBLY!!!
So much for a familiar face. Hmm. Even under my peacoat, shearling hat, and Moschino all-weather boots, I found myself shivering. But wait. I could do this. This was what Iâd wanted. All I had to do was takea deep breath and open the doors. The rest of my life was callingâand so was the tardy bell.
I pulled open the giant heavy door and stepped inside. Thoney was way nicer than stuffy, tapestry-laden Miss Mallardâs, which I used to think was pretty ritzy. Dark purple drapes tumbled from the high ceilings down to the iridescent marble floors of the foyer. Large, framed composites showcased classes of Thoney alums over the years. A quick scan of the faces showed women from all walks of lifeâfrom four state senators to the current chair of Lincoln Center, all the way to