seventy-three this year, with arthritis in her legs, and the boy had weighed at least a hundred and fifty pounds.
But once it was done, she sat down at her kitchen table and had a cup of orange tea and some graham crackers. Once her breath returned, she dialed the number for the police.
âHello? Is this the Brownâs Mill police department? Yes, this is Regina Day. May I speak with Officer Garafolo? Oh, yes, hello, how are you? Iâm fine. No, no, itâs not anything like that. I justâwell, I want to report a missing person.â Pause. âMy nephew. Kyle Francis Day. He was in the navy. I think heâs gone AWOL.â
âMother!â Walter calls up the stairs. âThereâs nothing in this crate but a bunch of old linens!â
Regina stands at the top of the basement stairs looking down.
âNo, no, Walter, donât look insideââ
Her son has appeared at the bottom of the stairs glaring up at her. âWhy in Godâs name would you want to sink a crateful of linens into the swamp?â
âOh, dear, oh, dear,â Regina says, gripping hold of the banister and starting down the stairs. Her arthritis twinges but she keeps going. She brushes past her son to hurry round the furnace and peer down into the opened crate.
Linens.
She begins moving them aside, digging underneath. The crate is filled with musty old linens. And has been for fifteen years.
Regina closes the lid and sits down on top of the crate.
âMom,â Walter says, and dare she think it? Is there a small hint of compassion in his voice? âWhat did you think was in that crate?â
âIâIâm not sure.â
âAre you on any medications that might beâ?â
âNo. Well, for my arthritis. But Iâve taken those for years.â
She lifts her eyes up at him. Yes, he does look like Robert. Exactly like Robert, so tall and handsome when she met him, resplendent in his uniform.
Would you come back to my room with me? Robert had breathed in her ear. Before I head off to face certain death in the jungles of the Mekong?
Oh, how Robert had dazzled her. He was younger than she was, and far more handsome than she deserved. In that moment, Regina had felt not like herself, but like her sister Rocky, who all the boys had fancied. Rockyâwho was never afraid, who was always taking risksâ
âMom.â
She looks up at her son.
âDoes this have anything to do with Kyle?â
Kyle.
Dear God, Iâm afraid Iâm losing my mind â¦
âMom,â Walter says again
It happened before. Why not again?
â Mother! Do you have any idea where Kyle went?â
Not in the crate. Why had she thought he was in the crate?
I buried him. I remember now. In the back yard. The shovel ⦠Yes, I took the shovel and I dug. Beside the poplar trees â¦
âHe was a bad boy, Walter,â she says finally. âSuch a bad one. He got into so much trouble as a boy. You remember, donât you? You were a good boy, Walter, but he was bad.â
âStop saying that.â
âOh, but you were good, Walter. Youââ
âYou know what I did, Mother!â Her son is raising his voice now. âStop saying I was a good boy!â
I dug a grave in the backyard. Thatâs where he is. Iâm sure thatâs where he is .
âYou all wanted to make me out to be a good boy, but I wasnât.â Walter is looking at her with hard, glassy eyes. âYou know what I did, even if you wonât talk about it.â
âIt was Kyle who was bad, Walter. Donât you remember when he stole that money from Father Carson? Oh, how ashamed poor Bernadette was. And then he got into that fistfight with his teacher. Remember, Walter? How embarrassing it was for the family?â
Walter laughs. â Thatâs what embarrassed the family, Mother? Nothing else?â
Beside the poplar trees .
âA bad boy, Walter. Thatâs