Alayziah II: When Loving Him is Complicated Read Free Page A

are up here. Don’t be staring at my lips like that.”
    “Fine… I won’t stare.”
    I opened my mouth to respond but when I did, he pulled my lip into his mouth and sucked the shit out of my top lip as he squeezed me tightly. I didn’t want to moan but I did. Pushing him off me, I slapped his ass before walking away. I didn’t know who this crazy nigga was that Kai tried to link me up with, but I was going to have to find another producer – soon.

Rell
     
    I didn’t know why she was acting like she didn’t wanna get down with a nigga. To be honest, I didn’t know what even came over me. I’ve never done any shit like that before, but I just couldn’t help myself. Her lips were taunting me. I had to taste them, and even though she slapped my ass, I was glad I did. I could tell by her moan that she was feeling my kiss, but before I could even slip her some tongue, she was pulling away. Then, she had the nerve to haul off and slap a nigga and try to walk away like I was just gone let her get away from me that easily.
    I walked up behind her and wrapped my arm around her waist – pulled her into me. She rested her head against my chest briefly before she could catch herself to try to fight me away. Then, she started pushing the back of her body into me as she tried to remove my arm.
    “Stop fighting and putting that ass on my dick. That’s only gone make it worse, Alayziah,” I said just above a whisper into her ear before brushing it with my nose and burying my head into her hair, taking in her scent.
    “Rell… let me go,” she pleaded.
    I couldn’t tell if her voice was filled with lust, frustration, or both.
    “Why?” I asked turning her around to face me, making sure to keep her inside of my arms.
    I didn’t trust her ass. For a moment, she just looked into my eyes. I didn’t know what she was looking for but I prayed she found it. As I caressed her cheek with my thumb, she covered my hand with hers, pulled it to her lips, and kissed it, her eyes never leaving mine.
    “What do you want from me?” she asked finally.
    Honestly, I didn’t know. I was done with relationships for the time being. So what did I want from with her? I didn’t even know anything about this woman. All I knew was that I wanted her and whatever came with her.
    “Rell…”
    “I just want you,” I said honestly.
    “You don’t even know me,” she said, trying to release herself from me.
    “I want to know you. I want to know you on every level possible, Alayziah.”
    “I’m not tryna be on that love shit right now, Rell. I’m just… tryna focus on school, my poetry, all that other shit…” Her eyes filled with sadness as she tried to pull away from me again.
    This time, I let her go. I nodded in understanding as I took a step back from her and stared at her so long and hard she looked away. “I feel you, Alayziah, but let me tell you this… I’m not gone chase you and I’m not the type of nigga to constantly pursue a woman once she lets me know how she feels. I know you want me just as much as I want you. I’m not gone wait for you and play with you because of what the last nigga did. So, if you want to focus on you, that’s cool. We can link up in the studio and leave it there.” I took one of my business cards out of my pocket and handed it to her before I walked away.
    I didn’t plan on acknowledging Bishop and Kai, but Bishop stepped up to me with the biggest smile on his face and stopped me.
    “So, what’s up? What y’all gone do?” he asked as Kai took one last bite of her burger and stood by his side.
    “We ain’t gone do shit. She on some broken hearted girl I just wanna focus on my school and poetry shit,” I replied nonchalantly.
    I could see the disappointment in Kai’s eyes, but shit, what could I do?
    “So, you’re just going to give up? You niggas don’t give up on what y’all want. Rell, you can have her head gone by the end of the night if you really wanted to,” Kai said as she