Larson’s advice and go to the dance, no matter how scared he might be. Besides, this could be it. Maybe this was the moment things would start looking up. For the first time in a very long time, Alan felt something more than the gaping hole of misery. Hope had been planted. Alan was beginning to feel better all ready.
Chapter 6
“Nope, you can’t take the car.” “I know you have rules but I’m eighteen now and I have my license. I would only need it to go to the tuxedo shop and to the dance tonight, that’s it.” Tony raised his eyebrows and looked at him as though he had heard him but didn’t believe him. “You’re going where?” Alan agreed that it did sound out of the ordinary for him. “I’m going to the dance tonight.” An idea popped into Alan’s mind like a coiled spring being released. “Technically, it’s my psychiatrist’s orders. She thought it would be good for me to get out of my shell.” Tony pursed his lips. “And how are you going to afford a tuxedo there, James Bond? Those aren’t exactly cheap.” “I know. I thought about that but I still have the money I earned from working over the summer at the library. I could use that.” Tony let out a long sigh, “Listen, buddy, I admire you wanting to go and your willingness to try and socialize but the car is just off limits. I can give you a ride if you want. That’s the best I can do.” Alan knew arguing would be pointless. Once Tony had made up his mind on a subject, it would be easier to move a mountain than convince him otherwise. “Okay, thanks anyway.” Alan bit his lower lip as he made his way up the creaking stairs and to his room. Tony took care of three orphaned boys including Alan. Since the other two boys were still in elementary school, Alan was allowed to have his own room while the other two boys shared. Alan entered his haven closing the door behind him. You can’t give up now. Not when you finally feel good about a plan. Alan felt as if he had been depressed for years. The anger was a more recent feeling. The anger came from his inability to do anything about his depression. Now when hope had finally been found Alan refused to let it go. Alan shuffled to his bed and threw himself on top of the lumpy mattress. There has to be a way. Alan glanced out the window at the setting sun. If there was going to be a way then he had to come up with one fast. He still needed to get a tuxedo and make it to the dance. The notion of calling Dr. Larson and asking her to pick him up as his date teased him. Alan smiled as he shook his head. Then the answer came to him from the most unexpected person, Tony.
Chapter 7
“Alan,” Tony’s voice came through the closed bedroom door. “The boys have their Scout meeting tonight. We’re carpooling with the neighbors next door. We’ll be back by nine.” Alan cocked his head to the side as his brain processed a new plan. A dangerous plan that hinged on Tony and the boys being driven by the neighbors. “Alan? Did you hear me?” “Uhh—yeah—okay.” Alan could hear Tony’s feet walk across the wood floors soon accompanied by two pairs of smaller running steps. A small amount of adrenaline oozed through Alan’s veins. He got to his feet and looked out his room window on the second story. Sure enough, Tony and the boys were leaving the house. Tony was dressed in a Scout uniform that was made for someone a size or two smaller than he was. The two young boys raced each other to the neighbor’s house. They weren’t taking Tony’s car. You’re going to get in so much trouble for this. But if everything goes well tonight, wouldn’t it be worth it? Alan made his way downstairs to the house’s garage. He paced back and forth deep in thought. Tony’s brand new Mercedes Benz, sat sleek and beautiful in the dull light practically seducing him to enter. Alan fidgeted as he walked up and down in front of the car, tapping a forefinger on his chin.