anymore, and he was trying to be mother and father⦠and so often failing miserably at both.
God⦠I miss my wife. I still donât understand why you had to take her. I donât understand why Jason and Carson will never know what an incredible mother they had. I know there was a reason. I just donât see it. You have to help me. I donât know what to do to fill this emptiness.
His hands flexed as he stared out at the empty road ahead of him. Empty like his life. Sometimes he wondered if it wouldnât be easier to miss a turn and drive right off the road. Then the pain might end⦠finally⦠and he could be with Jenny again.
Out of the corner of his eye, a light caught his attention. Ethan glanced down to see the gas warning gauge had come on. Nothing like the mundane to remind him the world continued to spin. These bouts of self-pity had to stop. He shook himself, trying to clear his mind of such destructive thoughts.
Maybe the warning light was a message from on high, signaling Ethan needed to get his act together.
In any case, heâd be another few minutes late picking up the boys. The Gas Up was up ahead. He turned on his signal and pulled up to the pump.
Chapter Three
Addison escaped her Malibu beach house in the dead of night, like a criminal trying to skip bail. In the comfort of her sleek, black sports car, she reached her destination three days later. As the road curved, a sparkling lake came into view. Rice Lake, named after one of the founding families of the town. Beyond the small copse of trees to her left was the waterfall that had given the town its name, Covington Falls, which were named after the other founding family. Sheâd taken the top down on the convertible, and Addison imagined she could hear the water rushing over the rocks, though the falls werenât big enough to be heard over the purring of the engine.
The descending sun set the lakeâs glossy surface ablaze, and she shielded her eyes from the glare. Ahead was the road, which would take her through town. She hit the brakes, tires squealing against the asphalt. A memory of a little ice cream shop surfaced. Aunt Ruth had taken her there nearly every week. They used to sit at a little iron table on the sidewalk and share a bowl of homemade chocolate chip ice cream. Addison had dined on gourmet desserts made by the worldâs best master chefs since then, but none of them had ever been able to match the taste of Scoops & Dips .
A memory of the sweet taste tickled her tongue, and on a whim, Addison turned the steering wheel to the right. At the intersection of Main Street and 1 st Avenue was Covington Park, a grassy little knoll with benches surrounding a multi-tiered fountain. City Hall and the main library formed sentries on either side of the park, and wide sidewalks lined with cute-as-a-button shops fanned out from there. Each storefront sported colorful awnings and creative window decorations celebrating Valentineâs Day. The most romantic day of the year had come and gone she realized with shock. Nothing seemed to have changed. The thought was comforting, and a bit frightening, as if time had stopped at the city limits.
Then a striped pink and white awning captured her attention. She slowed the car. The cast iron tables remained, though now they were black instead of white. Decorated Valentineâs hearts marched across the window. With one last wistful glance, Addison drove on.
Leaving the downtown area, Addison noticed her gas gauge was hovering on empty. If she remembered correctly, there was station ahead. Yep, the Gas Up , right where it always had been.
Her legs protested as she levered herself out of the car. A perusal of the machines revealed Covington Falls had yet to graduate to pay-at-the-pump service. Meaning, she had to go into the store. Hoping to sneak into town undetected, sheâd dressed down in her oldest jeans and sweater and pulled her hair back into a loose
Christine A. Padesky, Dennis Greenberger