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only honest, solid anchor to which she could cling.
    “Maybe I’m not such a bad cook after all. You managed to clean up your plate anyway.” He pushed back his chair and stood up. “I’ll get you something to drink. I should probably give milk to someone as young as you, but I hate the stuff and never keep it in the house. How about some orange juice?” He crossed the room to the refrigerator on the far side of the kitchen. “It’s the only nonalcoholic beverage I have.”
    “That will be fine.” She watched the slide of muscles beneath his khaki shirt as he opened the refrigerator door. He was tall, over six feet, and every inch was lean and powerful. She suddenly had a hazy recollection of how those muscles had exploded into lethal, totally devastating force tonight in the bar. She couldn’t seem to connect the memory with the man who had held her with almost feminine tenderness in the jeep, or the master Frank was gazing up at with such hopeful adoration. Surely no one could look less threatening. He was dressed in faded jeans that hung low on his lean hips and a short-sleeved khaki shirt, unbuttoned at the collar to reveal the strong line of his tan throat. He was wearing brown cowboy boots, scuffed and weathered by the elements. Weathered was the word that described more about him than his boots. He looked totally experienced,as if he had gone through all the storms and droughts life could offer and had emerged not broken, only seasoned and tougher.
    His skin was tanned by sun and wind to a deep bronze and laugh lines radiated from the corners of his brown eyes. His hair might have been a dark brown at one time but now it was sun-streaked, tawny, slightly tousled with … a cowlick. She smiled when she noticed that unruly lock of hair. No, she must have been mistaken about the lethal side of Gideon Brandt she thought she’d glimpsed in the bar. Who could be afraid of a man with a cowlick? “I’m not really that young. I’m seventeen.”
    “So old? I’ve got ten years on you.” He poured the juice into a tall glass and looked up to smile at her. Dimples. Deep slashing dimples indented his lean cheeks. The shape of his face was almost square, his features more rugged than handsome and his smile the warmest she had ever seen. She suddenly felt as if she had been enfolded in a magical fleecy blanket, gossamer light yet capable of generating sunlight and tenderness and … His gaze held her own as he walked toward her with lithe, vital grace. “You look younger.”
    “Do I?” She didn’t feel young. She felt a million years old and suddenly so weary she had to keep her spine very straight to keep from falling off the chair.
    He nodded and there was a flicker of understanding in his face, almost as if he had read her thoughts. “You’ll feel young again, you know,” he said gently. “Maybe you’ll never be a child again, that’s probably gone forever, but youth remains.Sometimes we have to work to keep it alive in us, but it’s important we never lose a sense of youth and joy.” He grinned and the creases deepened around his eyes and in the long dimples on each side of his mouth. “Personally, I intend to still be a kid when I am a hundred and two.”
    “I think you’ll make it,” she said softly.
    “I’m sure I will.” He set the glass of orange juice down in front of her. “And so will you. Now, drink. You’ll need your vitamins if you want to survive and stay healthy.” His gaze met hers. “And you do want to survive. Life can be damn good, and you can solve any problem if you just face up to it.” He reached down and patted the dog’s head. “Ask Frank here. He’s a prime example.”
    “He had help.”
    “So will you, if you’ll accept it.” Gideon carefully kept his gaze on the dog’s mottled fur. “And he probably didn’t have any help when he lost that leg. He survived it all by himself and still didn’t lose the capacity to care. Toughen up, but keep the loving.