a long deep breath. It was her fifth night at the Three Towers and she suddenly knew exactly what she had to do. She was breathing hard and deep as she made a call to Emilia. “ Hello,” Emilia said in a groggy voice. “ Emilia, hey…it’s Amanda.” “ Do you have any idea what time it is?” Emilia asked and Amanda sighed. It was around nine thirty in New York which meant it was probably four in the morning. “ I’m sorry love…I have not been keeping a good record of time lately,” Amanda said. “I’m sorry I woke you up.” “ You sound like this is actually worth me waking up before the crack of dawn.” Amanda wanted to roll her eyes and say something like ‘no kidding’. But she was too exhausted. Both physically and emotionally. “ The offer to come over? Is it still on the table?” she asked. “ Of course.” Emilia sounded a little more alert than she had been a few minutes earlier. “Sweetie, want’s going on? You sound stressed.” “ I just need a time out.” “ Of course, you can come over any time you want.” “ Good. Because I am booking the next flight out of JFK.” “ Oh,” Emilia muttered. “That’s sudden….but okay…do you want to talk about…whatever it is that has you all frazzled?” “ No. I just…I don’t really want to talk about this over the phone,” she said in a soft voice as she walked to the window. “I just want to get away from it all.” “ Anytime you want to come over, my door is always open for you,” Emilia said. “ Good. See you soon,” Amanda said before she hung up. She walked back to her bed and looked at the available flights. She was still looking at her computer screen when her phone rang again. She exhaled loudly when she looked at the screen and saw it was Brett. It had been three days since he spoke to her and she was not about to give him a chance to explain himself again. By that time, she’d heard it all. All the different versions of how and why he’d been sleeping with Sienna. Most of his reasons had been stupid. Cliché even. It was just the one time but Sienna had contradicted that information and told her that it had happened a number of times. He had said that it was a mistake but if it was a mistake, why did he keep on doing it. Over and over again for months? And what reason did he have? Sienna’s husband was away but she was right there. She had almost always been around. The longest he had ever been alone was that month she had been on safari and she had begged him to take his leave then so they could travel together but he wouldn’t. She sighed when she heard a beep in her phone meaning he’d left her another voicemail. “ I wonder what he has to say now,” she thought as she picked her phone to listen to what he had to say. Mandy, please pick up. I don’t know where you are and I am worried about you. She rolled her eyes. “ If you were that worried about me, maybe you should have kept your dick in your pants,” she thought. I know what I did was stupid but we need to sort this out. We need to at least sit down and talk…figure out how to move forward from this. Figure out how to heal… She couldn’t bear to listen to what he had to say anymore. She deleted the message and tossed the phone on the bed next to her computer. Her heart was racing as she looked at the Travelocity page and clicked on the first flight. This was it. There was no going back. ***** When Amanda finally made it out of customs at the Turin airport, she was exhausted. She was sure it had to do with the eight hour layover. She was normally one who enjoyed layovers. Anything to experience a new place even for a little bit. But this time, she would have done with a direct flight taking into account that she had not had much sleep over the last twenty four hours. But she needed to leave as soon as possible and unfortunately for her, the only direct flight was Delta which would have demanded her to stay in New York