have to start somewhere.â
âAnd you think talking about the story is the way to go.â
âIt worked for Corinne.â She folded her hands in her lap. âIf you have a better idea that would be awesome.â
âLook, I appreciate your willingness and enthusiasm.â Although he could think of better uses for it. âBut I write action-adventure. A woman like you has no frame of reference for that so talking is a complete waste of time.â
âI havenât been in the military or gone to war if thatâs what youâre saying. But I read extensively and go to the movies. I can help you dissect the plot. I have ideas and that can be helpful.â
Heâd started his last book as a therapeutic exercise to work through all the crap life had thrown at him. Pulling that stuff up was like exposing his soul. Doing that with her just wasnât going to happen. For reasons he couldnât explain, he didnât want her to see the darkness inside him.
âIdeas?â He leaned forward and rested his forearms on the unnaturally tidy top of his desk. âYouâre Pollyanna. No offense, but you canât possibly have suggestions for what I write.â
âReally?â She sat up straighter in the chair, almost literally stiffening her spine.
âIn my opinion, yes.â
âItâs hard to form an opinion without information and you donât know anything about me if you truly believe Iâve had no life experiences.â
âSo you were engaged. There was a proposal. Probably a ring. Not a big deal.â He saw something slip into her eyes but it didnât stop him. Heâd been engaged once, too, even took the next step and got married. It didnât work out for a lot of reasons, but mostly he wasnât very good at being a husband. âSince you used past tense I guess you broke up with him. Still not grittyââ
âHe died. Whether it happens in a war zone or the home front, death is not pretty. Itâs raw and painful. I think that qualifies as life experience.â
He studied her and realized his mission, real or invented, had been successful. Heâd managed to put clouds in her eyes and make the sunshine disappear.
Damned if he didnât want to undo what heâd just done.
Chapter Two
E rin sat in the passenger seat of Jackâs rugged jeep trying to figure him out. First heâd said he had no use for her, then later in the afternoon offered to take her into town. She had a long-term rental car from the airport and was prepared to shop on her own, but heâd insisted on driving. His excuse was that they might as well buy supplies together, but she had a sneaking suspicion there was another reason. One that would tarnish his tough-guy image.
âSo, Jack,â she began, âI think your ogre act is just that. An act.â
He turned right onto Lakeview Drive, then gave her a quick, questioning look. âI have no idea what youâre talking about.â
âYou were all gruff and abrupt earlier. Patronizing me about a ring, a proposal and a broken engagement being the equivalent of a hangnail in the action-adventure world.â
âIt is.â His profile could have been carved in stone on Mt. Rushmore. It was all sharp angles and hard lines.
âBut when I corrected your assumption that I was shallow and typical by revealing that I lost someone close to me, I think you felt bad about jumping to conclusions and invited me to go shopping to make up for it.â
There was another glance in her direction before he returned his gaze to the road. âIn the army I operated on gut instinct and never second-guessed my actions.â
âThat was training for combat situations. In the regular world you replay a conversation and sometimes regret responses. Itâs normal. You asked me to go shopping because you canât take back what you said and are trying to be