behind her shoulders, and fidgeted it over her legs.
âMy grandmother made that quilt.â He set his coffee aside and knelt beside her, to show her the embroidery: To Preston, God Loves You.
Vivienne narrowed her eyes on him. âIâve always liked you,â she said.
He wasnât sure whether to be disappointedâknowing such sincere declarations were probably reserved for guys with no chance of getting anyâor happy because it was a nice thing to hear. So, this being Vivienne, he felt something like ambivalently flattered. âBut Iâm not a Republican,â he said lightly.
She flicked his shoulder. Preston admired her remarkably soft-seeming arms. And her wristsâsuch fragile mechanisms they were. It was pleasant to be near a beautiful woman.
âIâve always liked you too,â he said.
âI like that you donât think Iâm trying to, you know, marry you.â She squeezed the quilt to her chest.
This prompted Preston to stand and unconsciously dust off his khakis as if they were in urgent need of dusting off. âNo, I definitely donât think that.â He said it with a smile, but he felt hurt. She liked him because she knew sheâd never like him.
âYouâre not the type of guy to get married, or at least not for a long time. People in graduate schoolââhere she gestured fancilyââthink marriage is a joke. They look down on people their age who get married. If a woman really wanted to marry you, youâd run away.â She lowered her voice. âMy friends think the only thing that can keep me safe is a husband.â
âSafe from what?â
She paused, her eyes beyond the room. âI donât know. From being alone?â
Preston disagreed with her on so many fundamental levels that he wished she would keep talking so he could come up with a response. And he felt badly for her. She underestimated herself. It was hard to get sentimental about Vivienne, though, when you thought of the money and all that money could do.
He shouldnât have said anything to begin with. He was in no position to discuss marriage, but it was fun, sometimes, to pretend he was as grown-up as he should be by now. Like Vivienne, heâd always imagined that at thirty heâd already be married. Certainly not living on loans, alone in a garage apartment. But thoughts like these never ruined his day. He could trace the fact that he was single to a cause. Heâd made the choice not to get serious with anyone yet. Heâd always known he wanted to be an architect and that heâd have to be broke in order to do it. He wondered about Vivienne, thoughâwhy hadnât she married yet? Sitting across from him, tugging at a loose thread in the quilt, she looked a little lost.
âWant to share a cigarette?â he said. âI promise I only smoke when I have guests.â Vivienne glanced at him with a momentâs reluctance in her eyes and then, just as quickly, composed her face into a picture of gladness. The transformation was strange but unsurprising. Wasnât it her job, in a way, to adapt to the various scenarios life presented and, by her loveliness, make those scenarios pleasant for the other people involved? She did it well, but Preston detected a flicker of effort, which he attributed to himself. Heâd stuck a fork in her gears.
He found the cigarettes in his kitchenette junk drawer. He kept them to share with girls, but he hadnât brought a girl home in so long that the pack had yet to be opened.
They went to the open window. Vivienne rested her back against the frame and peered down the driveway. Somewhere in the neighborhood a car alarm was going off. Farther away, ambulance sirens. When the car alarm stopped, a pair of mourning doves could be heard cooing in the oaks.
âThe Blanksâ Memorial Day party is in two weeks,â she said, taking the cigarette he offered.
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