experienced the family curb bit himself often enough to understand how Cornelia felt.
âItâs just for a month,â she stated with some vehemence. âFor Godâs sake, I wasnât suggesting I take him to Outer Mongolia.â
âNo,â he agreed with the same sympathy. âIâd offer to intercede for you, but Iâm not exactly in the earlâs good books at present.â
âOutrun the carpenter again, Nigel?â she inquired, noticing that his eyes were somewhat shadowed, his expression a little drawn. Her cousin-in-law was always in debt, and she guessed that his general tendency to extravagance was exacerbated by running with an expensive crowd at Oxford, one a lot plumper in the pocket than he was. And one with a deal more interest in cards and horses than the pursuit of elusive Greek and Latin texts.
âCreditors are a little pressing,â he conceded. âIn factâ¦in fact a few weeks of rustication wasâ¦uhâ¦suggested.â He flipped open a snuffbox and took a leisurely pinch with an air of sophistication that somehow didnât convince Cornelia.
âSo this rustication was not exactly of your own choice?â she said. âYou were sent down by the college?â
He shrugged ruefully. âYou have it, cozâ¦and for the rest of the year too. But the earl doesnât know that little detail. He thinks Iâm in debt only until next quarter day and that I decided for myself that I needed to be away from the fleshpots of the dreaming spires for a couple of weeks. So mumâs the word.â
âOf course.â Cornelia shook her head in mock reproof. âYou can butter him up, though, Nigel. You know you can. Just play the prodigal nephew as well as you always do and the earl will come round.â
âFunnily enough thatâs exactly why Iâm here. Iâm escorting the old misery everywhere he goes,â Nigel said with another irreverent grin. âOffering my services as his aide-de-camp, if you like.â He adjusted the highly starched folds of his cravat, winked at her, and turned to enter the library where his elderly relatives were still congregated.
Cornelia dismissed Nigelâs concerns as her own loomed large again. She crossed the stone-flagged hallway to the great front door of the earl of Markbyâs ancestral home. A leather-aproned servant set down the coal scuttle he was carrying and hurried to open the front door for her.
âCold out there, mâlady,â he observed.
Cornelia gave him a nod of acknowledgment as she walked out, drawing a deep breath, shaking her head vigorously as if to rid herself of something distasteful. She barely noticed the sharp February air, bare tree branches bending under the gusty wind as she marched across the graveled sweep in front of the house and headed out across the frost-crisp lawn.
She paused at a once ornamental fishpond, now looking neglected and uninviting beneath the leaden skies, and bent to pick up a sizable twig blown down from one of the tall beach trees that lined the driveway. Her defiant declaration of intent had been just words. Without funds, she could not possibly leave Dagenham Manor, with or without her children.
Making no attempt this time to moderate her voice, Cornelia swore a barnyard oath and hurled the stick into the green, stagnant waters of the pond. It relieved her feelings somewhat, at the same time making her realize how cold she was in her flimsy muslin and thin sandals. The cloak sheâd arrived in was still in Markby Hall, but she couldnât face going back for itâ¦not until that smug, patronizing quorum of trustees had broken up. Sheâd borrow a pelisse from Ellie for her two-mile walk home, back to Dagenham Manor.
She strode around the pond towards a break in the privet hedge that separated the formal gardens from the home farm. Beyond the fields of the farm stretched the gorse-strewn heath of the New