beforeâa price to be paid for her determination to remain unattached. Much in the same way he paid for the life style he achieved. It had been quite un intentional on his part. Was that true for her as well?
It was also a stark reminder that he didnât know Dulci Wycroft all that well, all the ways sheâd changed in the years of his absence. Sheâd come of age and entered society while heâd been off performing the various com missions that had eventually landed him his viscountcy.
Much of his adult life had been spent away from England doing things for the empire he couldnât share with another. The result was that he knew very little about the woman sheâd become. Good God, when heâd left England sheâd been sixteen, and he a mere twenty-four. Those intervening years were a blank. He knew only that her beauty, her wit, her innate fire for life and the wild side she strove to keep hidden drew him irrevocably despite his better intentions. Jack didnât dare con tem plate too deeply the reasons for his inexplicable attraction. Those reasons were best left unexplored for fear of uncovering longings and truths that couldnât be answered or tolerated. He could not afford to fall in love with anyone, especially not Dulci. Heâd have a hard time explaining that to Brandon.
Dulci cocked her head, studying him with her sharp gaze. âWhat are you up to tonight, Jack? It must be important if it meant seeking me out. For the record, I was not fooled about your reasons for approaching me. You wanted that introduction.â
Jack executed a tight turn to avoid a collision with the less observant Earl of Hertfordshire. âDo I have to be up to anything? Perhaps I just wanted to dance with the loveliest girl in the room?â
âDoubtful. The last time you saw me, I broke a pottery bowl over your head.â Dulciâs eyes narrowed in speculation. âYou wonât tell me what youâre really doing here, will you?â she accused.
This was old ground. Old ground, old wound. It went beyond the quarrel in the orangery. Heâd had this discussion before with other women. He was not at liberty to discuss his business with her or with anyone else. It was rather ironic that while achieving a title had made him socially acceptable and available, he was not at liberty to act on that availability. A woman was only entitled to part of him. The Crown got the other part without question or consideration.
Such a condition was not acceptable with Dulci. Herunattached status was proof of that. If she tolerated half-measures, she would have settled for a convenient ton nish marriage by now. But half-measures were all he could give. What he did for the king was of the utmost secrecy and not necessarily âappreciatedâ in finer circles. He knew in the absence of such disclosures on his part that Dulci had her own theories about his actions, none of which showed him in a favourable light.
âYouâre not going to set up any kind of scheme, are you, such as the time you fleeced Wembley out of his thorough bred over a game of Commerce?â She gave him a stern look and Jack could not hold back his laughter.
âWhat a little hypocrite you are, mâdear. Why should you have all the fun? Besides, Wembley deserved it.â Jack leaned close to her ear, inhaling the light scent of lavender, fresh and beguiling like the temp tress who wore it. âI heard you won a racing dare in Richmond last week.â
Dulci looked momentarily alarmed. âNo one is supposed to know. Who told you?â She stopped herself in mid-question and shook her head. âNever mind, there were only two of us who knew. I know very well who told you.â She made a pretty pout. âI thought Lord Amberston would know better.â
Jack laughed. âDonât worry, your reputation is intact. However, it does occur to me that you play awfully close to the fireâdoes