lady,â Mrs. Thirkell said from the doorway. âThereâs a call for you, from Londonââ
âNo,â Sabrina cried involuntarily.
ââMiss de Martel. Though of course sheâs Mrs. Westermarck now; I must try harder to remember that.â
âGaby,â Sabrina said. She forced her body to stillness. âAt three in the morning London time. What in heavenâs name is she up to? Excuse me,â she said to the others, and left the room behind Mrs. Thirkellâs ample back, her muscles tight, her heart pounding.
âGaby,â she said, picking up the telephone in the kitchen. âIt must have been quite a party, if youâre just getting home.â
âI havenât been to a party in two weeks.â Gabyâs high voice was clear and close. âWeâve been in Provence, bicycling. Iâve had an inordinate amount of fresh air; I canât believe itâs healthy for anyone to have that much all at one time. You didnât tell me youâd be there; we could have spent some time together.â
âThat Iâd be where?â
âIn Provence. Avignon, to be exact. About a week ago.â
âI wasnât there, Gaby, I was here. What are you talking about?â
âOh, God, am I being indiscreet? Stephanie, were you there to see somebody? I canât believe it; I thought you were head over heels for your professor. Have you got something going on the side? You can trust me, you know; Iâd do anything for you because youâre Sabrinaâs sister and I adored her and she saved Brooks and me whenââ
âIâm not having an affair; I havenât got anybody but Garth. Gaby, what is this all about?â
There was a silence. âYou werenât in Avignon last week?â
âI just told you. No.â
âBut I saw you. Or your double. It was some festival or other, hordes of peopleââ
Or your double. Sabrina was trembling again. Once she had had a double. Once she had had a sister.
ââand I couldnât get to youâyou were across the square, walking in the other direction, with a guy, very handsome, very attentiveâand you took off your hat, one of those wide-brimmed straw ones with a long scarf tied around the crown, red and orange, and you were brushing back your hairâyou know, combing it with your fingers?âand then you put on your hat again and you were gone.â
Brushing back your hair. She and Stephanie had done that all their lives: taken off a hat, combed their hair with their fingers, feeling the air lift and cool it, then replaced the hat. Their mother had not approved; a lady kept her hat on, she said. But Sabrina and Stephanie went on doing it long after they were grown up and far away from their motherâs strictures. Brushing back your hair.
âMy lady?â Mrs. Thirkell pulled a chair up and put her hands on Sabrinaâs shoulders, settling her into it. âIâll get you some tea.â
âSo either youâve been identical triplets all this time, without telling anybody,â Gaby said, âor something very weird is going on.â
âOf course we werenât triplets, donât be absurd.â She was trembling again; she could not hold herself still. It was as if the earth were shifting beneath her feet. âThis whole thing is absurd,â she said, biting off her words. âYou saw someone who reminded you of me, thatâs all; I canât imagine why youâd make something of itââ
âStephanie, listen, Iâm not joking, this is very weird and a little scary. Iâve known you and Sabrina since she and I were roommates at Juliette; I lived in her house on Cadogan Square when Brooks and I broke up, and she andI talked every night; she even took me on her lap once, and I cried like a baby, and I loved having her hold me, and I loved her, and I know what the two of you look like and