the military targets. Nineteen-fortyâ¦October, it was. Direct hit on our house and me down river. I could hear the planes coming in from the deck of this very ship and the sirens wailing like lost soulsâ¦Aye well, at least after that we had no more need to worry over one another when I was at sea. âMissing,â they said.â He cleared his throat. âShe was a fine lass, my Meg.â
âIâm sorry, Mr. Bowman,â I said quietly.
âNo matter.â He turned and walked aft up the ladder to the bridge deck so I followed him up to the helm. He then sat with one hand on the large double wheel, which I saw had a foot brake to help control or slow the turning of the helm in rough seas. âPut in many an hour at this helm. It seemed only fitting that I should be caring for the auld Bonnie once she was retired.â He patted the wheel in a comforting manner.
âWhat do you do now?â I asked.
âAnswer stupid questions,â he said, turning away. After a moment he looked back at me almost apologetically. âIâm a pensioner of the company now. Enough to keep me in food and almost enough to keep the rain off me head.â
âYou live aboard?â I asked.
âAye, till they drag me off,â he said, looking grim.
I wasnât too sure who they were, the old shipping company or the government officials, but I said, âThey wouldnât do that, would they? Surely they wouldnât bother you. After all, youâve taken care of things around here.â
âThey donât want us around, Flynn. Taking care of things isnât what they want either. And bother us? Why yeâd think theyâd naught better to do.â
âMr. Bowman,â I began, âat the risk of asking another stupid question, who exactly are us?â
âMeself and some others who feel the same about this ship. Sailors, deep water men all.â
âSo then, that was who helped you sink the old coal barque. Thatâs spot on, just grand,â I said, thinking I was being complimentary.
âYou keep that under yer hat, young man,â he cautioned.
âNot to worry sir. I work at an inn down the end of the lane from here, so if I can help youâ¦â
âAnd what makes ye think help is needed? Besides, have ye naught better to spend your time at?â he snapped.
âWell, if you think being at the beck and call of a fussy bitty hen of a landlady is a better way to pass the time, then you must be mad.â
âMad Iâm not,â he snorted, âa bit daft I may be.â A thought lit his eye. âWould that inn be the old Beasley place?â
I nodded. The path Iâd followed down to the water led right back to the Beasley Inn. No one could miss it in passing, for it stood just off the roadway.
âI know it well,â he laughed.
I returned to our original subject, âAt the risk of sounding daft myself, this ship doesnât look as if sheâs a total loss. The standing rigging looks to be taut and sound. Now, if enough good line could be foundâ¦the main running rigging could easily be replaced. Ah, and I couldnât help noticing those winches, they could certainly handle the yards if properly rigged.â
I kept on, pointing out this and that as I went, and spouting on about everything that I came across. âThis deck,â I continued, âsurely all it needs is a bit of caulk and holystoneâ¦â I stopped suddenly, realising that my mouth was running away at a clip. I turned to meet Bowmanâs condescending stare. There was an uncomfortable silence.
âWell, first weâd need some sweepers fore and aft,â he suggested.
âRight,â I agreed.
With one quick motion, he snatched a broom from its resting place and shoved its handle into my hand. I blinked. He almost grinned, but his beard made it hard to tell. âWouldnât ye agree that weâve no need of